i feel so stoned and spiteful now.
work opening to closing.
fun with recovery almost 80% of my time.
just got use to it till i dont feel feel anything and feel just obliged to do it.
so yea i jus did recovery most of the time walking arnd the store in my own freaking dreamland.


hate to see lazy specimens who do not know how to put their stuff back.
n make their own floorstacks n encaps.
totally zen today.


2day in the pantry for break was damn funny!!!
couldnt stop laughing.
anu is the best!!!
i love anu!!!!
(she will get so estatic if she reads this)


i wan more OT.
i dont mind doing recovery all day.
as long i get to walk arnd the store n be in my own world.
picking watever loose bks anywhere.
thus i can have more $$$$$.
so i can go travel in europe!!!!
thats one of my dream.haha


another of my dream is to spread a deadly virus to the world.
killing ALL the humans and living things in the world except for a certain few specimens.
thereafter i destroy 99% of the world and left 1% of land for me.
after satisfying myself with the peace of only me in the world and being happy alone
in the world then i will euthanised myself.hahahahah.evils!!
i know i am sadistic.
well this is one of my fantasy.
and the other is to die at the age of 28 on my birthday itself.
wouldnt that be cool??!!!
i dont know why at 28 but it seem like a nice number.
its no point living life so long.
so less sins made.haha.
and its tiresome living life of routine.
work or study or sleep and such.


jus a note that i am not a depressed or troubled person.
hah.jus spiteful n tired n fucked up.

1:38 AM;
I made my mark

for the first time in my life of doin kids rec,
the freaking kids section looked clean with the kids rec finished!!!
what an achievement!!!!
and 'some people' does not believe it....
haha..
jus too happy...
so yea nothing is impossible if u set yourself to accomplish something..
so happy..
too overjoyed..


and another thing that made me happy is that i got my pay!!!!
damn shocked when i see how much i got!!!
so rich so rich!!!!
so many things i wana get....
the first thing will be an asics running shoes!!!
yesyes 2day i am off so i going to go shopping for the shoes!!
and see what other things i wana get.
hurhur so happy.

12:38 AM;
I made my mark

i am back?
jus too bored so am gonna blog some shit stuff.
As ended lyk 2mths ago.
n i been workin in borders for 1+mth.
thats wat currently happening in my life.


had a dream abt my As result last nite.
damn freaked out tho.
i got B for maths C for chem n D for phy.
thats not how i plan my result to be.
thats a no-where-to-go kinda result.
i will totally commit suicide with that kinda result la.
after all the trouble i took jus to get to the final stages of taking the As exam.
so yea i hope and hafta get better result than that.
esp my phy i want to get at least C.
dun want my fucking effort to go to waste.


working in borders sometimes ruins my fucking days with customers being so fucked up.
to the extent that i really want to smack or slap or last out at them.
totally cannot make it some of the customers who wants to buy books n read n yet do not know how to read terms n conditions.
did u see the contradiction in the sentence?
errrr irrtating specimens these stupid customers.
i got called an idoit before by a customer.
i got scolded by a customer for saying sorry that she cldnt find her bk.
i got scolded by a customer that i am ridiculous that i cldnt find the bk for them.
so clever go find the bk for themselves la.dumb fucks!


i think this blog can be like my complaining n bitching session or somthing.
cause i really need a source to vent my undying anger somewhere before i go crazy.


yst work was rather ok n enjoyable.
no customers incur my wrath since i was in my own recovery world.
recovery can be fun if there are not many people.
cause lazy specimens jus leave abandoned bks anywhere they want.
since IT know where to get the book but do not know where to put it back eventually.
thats why they are called specimens.


zen-a new practice of mine(trying hard to practise it)


2day is OFF day.
goin gym den slack somewhere wif psp n go home to sleep to repeat the work routine.


getting my pay soon!! yay!! i am gg to be rich soon.


cheers

1:51 AM;
I made my mark