chem common test is a disaster.
even tho i studied it for 2+hrs the nite before.
haha just that i need to get some marks so my chem teacher wun tink i din study for it.
but i din evn study for physics test.
i studied physics after chem.
physics is quite manageable.
am able to do it tho i nv study that much.
of course hello i have been going thr the topics for 2 yrs.
of course i will at least memorise and know some parts.
den after physics, went to california fitness.
and did cross-training for 1hr.
and mum applied for me 12 lessons of personal training.
so that i will know more about workout and
i asked the trainer to train on my stability and strengthening.
the trainer is quite nice.
he got 3 separate ligament operations!!!
i was like OMG.....
he actualli took 1yrs to fully recover and
he got injured time and again after playing soccer.haha
i hafta study for my maths soon.
i hope i will have the motvation to study for maths later.
cause wif the common test being 2mr
and i hvnt even study a single shit....
haha....


tis wk sucks......i dun even get to see MY CUTEY ******S.....
not evn for a moment....argh.....tts y i got no motivation...
haha


well 2mr i am gg to california again..haha...
i lyk got nthg to do ah gg ym almost everyday....
haha

6:55 PM;
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ytd(sat) is a good day!!..i match sect for the pasirian gals match..and the referee happen to be tiger and WIDYA!!..haha..seem tt widya is a nice person..haha crappy..the most boring match tt i ever match sect was the pasirian vs fc squirettes..gosh the match is so damn slow..and the shots the pasirian gals took were mostly off target and if its on target the score will be more den 7goals man..haha..
after tt watched innebandy vs nhac tre while eatin my long john..haha..veri interestin match..haha..me n raf keep makin fun of tis no.13 nhac tre player and call him gurkha cause when he is on court he will usuali get the possession of tha ball and he;s god damn GOOD la..his backhand shot is superb!!!..
jennifer and azlinda asked me to match sect their flamingoes match but so sori tt i hafta go off..so sori guys..they pratically begged me but i seriously hav to go to meet my mum at california..i will be dead if am late..haha..
2day is freakin boring cause had religious class from 2.30-6pm..for the whole time i was msgin jay and rury..haha hafta thank them for keepin me company an entertainin me while am damn bored in the class and was dozing off to slp la..haha..
but for now am off to watch charmed episodes...when 2mr is my common test coming and i have not even studied a single shit!!!!!!!!!!!haha..am so dead..its either i study abit of organic and physics 2nite and continue wif them and matchs 2day..hahaha..but muz watch charmed 1st cause the episodes r gettin exciting..and saddening at the saem time cause leo have to be forzen if not he will be dead cause of some stuff abt destiny..

10:17 PM;
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MY BIGGEST ACHIEVENT EVER!!!!
WORKING OUT FOR 65MINS NON-STOP.....
22/3-50MINS 7052STRIDES 7.19KM(DISTANCE) 659.9CALORIES
23/3-65MINS 9418STRIDES 9.10KM(DISTANCE) 822.4CALORIES
I LOVE THE GYM@CALIFORNIA FITNESS.....

its very motivating to workout when there are so many pple arnd you exercising..while listening to my mp3 and watching the melbourne games..

i went for GP cause it seem tt vicky and geetha aso went..damn bored la..haha..ended only 3mins b4 time..den i saw MY CUTEY ******S!!!!! MY CUTEY ******S SMILED AT ME!!!SO HAPI..wanted to catch up wif ITS but jabs came abit late and evn tho we walked fast 2wrds the bustop, ITS wasnt thr!!i tink ITS ran outta sch even b4 the bell rings..haha..but at least i got to see ITS 2day!!! so hapi till i cant sae how hapi i am..haha..smiles..

posted at 10.10pm

9:55 PM;
I made my mark

so damn bored now.deciding whether to go for GP lesson at 3pm.but technically i can go out of this miserable school cause i dun take MT..so now here am i rotting lyk shit in the library playin the com and waitin for jay to come online after he come back 4rm his lunch..school sucks as usual..during chem tutorial, i pretended tt i have my common test ques paper which i din have it at that moment cause i din bring it and hvnt even do it yet!!..so dumb la..ms chan(the chem teacher) thought i had the paper and ask kaiman n steph to join me as they too din have the paper..so basically i sit there wif them doin ntg and just listening to ms chan talk..din evn understand wat the hell she was toking abt la..haha..my organic chem sucks and i am not even doin anythg abt it..slack sia..no motivation to study at all..
i have a veri depressing and miserable life..early morn alrdy b4 gg sch in the car my mum nag and nag n nag in the blardy car!!omg..cant take it man..wateva she said i jus smiled to myself..i tink she noe tt i am not even listenin to a single shit of hers and lookin at the surroundings and smiling to myself..she keep talkin nonsensical stuff abt sch, fball and yadda yadda..wateva!!!

and i cant listening to the song 'i'm beautiful' by james blunt..haha its nice..


i nv c my cutey ******s 2day upclose..oni see 4rm far..duno why cant see evn tho the school is so damn freaking small la..useless!! argh..my cutey ******s is my inspiration in school and the only thg tt can make me smile--haha..

posted at 1.40pm

1:44 PM;
I made my mark

12:13 AM;
I made my mark

I AM OFFICIALLY A MEMBER OF CALIFORNIA FITNESS@ORCHARD!!!!!!!

been goin to the gym on mon and 2day..2mr aso goin cause got personal training starter session..2day got onto the elliptical trainer for 50mins!!tts a HUGE achievement for me!!yay!!..den meet jay after gg gym and talk nonsense and gossip abt some pple!!..haha..

ytd din go sch!!well i actually went and went out of the sch after lyk stepping in the school for 5 mins??haha..useless ryt me..thot of gg for chem lect but i felt lazy since i got MC from my orthopaedict doctor..haha hafta take advtg of the MC mah..wah n i muz see some pple when i went for my physio la in the morning..why is the world so small now??..
after gg outta sch i went to eat at al-ameen alone..ate kuay teow seafood and 2 teh-o..haha..my favourite!!..den the server thr recognise me n ask me thr r my frens..haha..meet jabs after tt to go bartley..
trng sucks as usual..thot i will gv some respect to gary after seeing abit of improvement on how he treated the gals during the school hols trng BUT he proved me wrong n i took back my respect for him..i just dun understd why he is concentrating so much on the guys!!..i hate it!!..i wan the gals to progress and improve..argh..its just so irritatin..i totally lost my cool tt i shouted at pple who r innocent..tis is the bloody bad side of me..i cant control my bloody temper of mine when it has reached the peak!!..i tink if all tis continues, i will just break dwn during the adiv competition and lose it completely tt i will just leave the match halfway sia..hafta do something abt my temper..argh..something have to be done b4 its too late..
after trng i got 'molested' by RURY!!she hafta kissed my cheek 4rm behind....errrrrrrrrr....duno wat the hell she doin la..mad gal sia..tts twice tt happen..



tis is what a MJC gal floorballer sae abt me.....
"#10 from YJC was there! she transferred to MI already. i was soo embarrassed when Candice told her outrightly that i saw her as my idol from last year's A'divs. and so we took a picture together :). shall put up the pic once she sends it to me."

i shall just give up!! why?why?why?

9:05 PM;
I made my mark

16 march

meet ahsiew in the morning 1st to get my salming stick den head off to bartley..haha was early for the 1st time..i changed my salming stick blade alrdy!!yay so nice to use esp the dragshot!!haha..keep tellin myself tt i wun play but in the end i end up training and playin the match..wahlau damn it la..i just cant resist the urge la..after trng is the guys match against rp which they lost drastically wif the sole goal scorer bao heng..haha..den mr amir was there!!!..he rmb me!!! damn..he asked me how come am in MI..haha and asked me abt my injuries..and advise me abt my knee cause he had 3 LIGAMENT INJURIES!!!!!..freaking disaster and scary sia..he evn ask me to feel the screw in the leg!!! yucks..so scary sia..ask me to strengthen my knee before playin competitively..haha..and because of him knowing me tt stupid SHORTIE hafta ask me if am 4rm yj..damn retard sia..argh..i dun lyk ple askin me tt mans..stupids.. the gals ordered mac and ate during the guys match..haha and rury ordered a happr meal and she got sm stupid hello kitty stuff wif comb and sm stupid clips..goodness so crazi man..here is a pic of her wif the hello kitty stuff haha.....

i hafta restrain myself 4rm playin 2mr's friendly against VS 2mr!!!pls sm1 jz tell me to stop playin!!argh....

had frenly wif MJC on tues!!its a fuckin disaster!!..MI LOST 7-1..the goal difference is damn shit la!!!!..my line is totally veri not communicable at all!! all i did is to clear the ball..din even took any shot on target at all..my worst game ever played that i lost!!!goodness..made me so damn irritated and the best thg is tt the SHORTIE din evn motivate us..keep sayin good job and well done when its not even well-played game!..wth..keep askin to send the ball..and when i send the ball to the attacking side there is bloodyly no1 there at all..my fucking effort is so damn wasted man..was just SO NO MOOD TO PLAY AT ALL!!!!..

tt match was the 1st time i ever lost my temper on court..i actualli said fuck cause tis stupid no24 gal is lyk slashing my damn kronstrand stick so many times tt i got so damn irritated and frustrated i had to sae tt word..was just to piss wif the gameplay..all tt come out of my mouth tt day was sheer vulgarities!!..haha..tts wat happens when izzah is ANGRY..and i tink i had terrorized the gal..
cool myself dwn after the whole match and took photos wif the mj pple..wats on court is left on court and WILL BE CONTINUED ON COURT WHN WE MEET AGAIN..after taking the photos, there is this gal wif her grp of frens approachin me and the frens tol me tt 'u r her idol'..den i was lyk 'she is my idol'..omg so toots tt i misinterpreted them sia..den they repeated themselves and i was lyk tinkin so wat am i to do now..i am just a normal player la..the most i reached is club level..am not a nat player or wat..den i was so stunned tt i din noe wat to sae n just shaked hands wif the gal..but her retarded frens were lyk askin me to sign her jersey..wah for wat sia..aiyo..i just tried to be polite and ask to take photos wif me den ask her no to send the photos to her..damn stupid la..goodness..duno whether to laugh or cry tt i actualli have fan? when i myself have alots of idols..haha..


after photo taking the gals team had a serious talk abt the way they had played n whether they r satisfied wif the gameplay..and how we keep emphasize them to go for every trng if they wana play for adiv..haha..

9:38 PM;
I made my mark

was late for trng 2day.i think i stretched my hamstring muscle and its damn painful during the drills.gosh.n now i am lyk findin out thru internet abt what to do when my muscle is painful.haha.trng was short.only 8 pple turn up.so damn dissappointing.hmmmmm.we din even play match.all we did is drills.argh so irritating la..wif tt stupid shortie thr..argh....
after trng,went to adam rd wif rury,vitz and our keeper(i think her name is diyana).haha.me n rury ate kuay teow goreng wif vitz eating nasi goreng and the keeper eating mee hongkong.rury and the keeper is fo fruity tt they drink fruit juice.so healthy la.i drank 3 teo-0 less hot and more sweet.haha.so addictive la.aftr tt went home den ice my knee.
hope am ok to play for mjc friendly 2mr!!!

ohhh you're so cute.....

8:27 PM;
I made my mark

i cant sleep!!!!this is just so irritating!!..i think cause i woke up at 12+pm in the aftrnoon ytd..ytd's religious class was a disaster..din study for test and just did it anyhow..such a gone case..and i dun understand a single shit abt arabic!!the teacher keep going on and on and on till i got lost and din even bother to listen at all..haha..religious class is quite fun tho wif my fren n her sis cause we will be gossiping abt the gals in the class and stuff..tsk tsk..
am so happy got MI trng 2mr at 2-4pm..b4 tt meeting vitz at 115pm at the adam rd bustop..i hope the blardy shortie will not come at all!!..
and on tues will be MJC friendly..still deciding if i wana play anots..hmmmmm
tues also got maths test!!must study!!i am feeling so lazy recently..my maths homewk n gp homework shows it all..better buck up man..

lemme list dwn my schedule of the whole week so i can see when i can go out..
mon-MI trng at 2-4pm at bartley
tues-go sch for maths test at 9am, den MJC friendly at 3pm at bartley
wed-chemistry enrichment thgy at SP at 9am if am not wrong, den have physio at alexandra at 230pm
thurs-PASIRIAN trng(duno wat time cause hvnt receive sms 4rm mr shahizan)
fri-not so sure if got MI trng..if dun have trng den can go out wif some hockey star player..haha..
sat-stupid jay drag me go 4 ramezza's wedding..b4 tt will be at tampines sports hall to watch floorball matches!!..
hafta find a day to go soaking wif ah siew..mayb b4 pasirian trng on thurs??

hais..hais hais..am feeling so confused now..

3:21 AM;
I made my mark

ytd pre-u2 fun day was NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!its fucking torturing and tiring running and walking all arnd sentosa for sm amazing race shit tt isnt amazing at all!!!..i asked my HT to get me 2 serving of lunch n he did get it for me!!haha interesting man tt he actuali get it for me and still can ask me if its enuf..damn retard sia..din go for the nite house campfire thgy..damn boring la go for wat..den meet jay..slack at esplanade for a while den went to the coffeeshop and i drank 3 teh-O less hot,more sweet..haha very nice..teh-O is very addictive to me..
went to watch the pasirian guys match against nus nemesis 2day..very interesting and intense match..the guys won 4-3..its a nice victory..made fren wif tis mjc floorball gal..i thot she was a chinese sia n she turned out to be a malay..stayed on to watch the ntu tempest match against moosettesz..and of course ntu lost..i wana play in the league!!!i miss playin in the league!!!..must go and do strengthening for my knee till the transfer window so i can play for at least 2 matches..haha
aftr tt went to meet jay at the coffeeshop..drank 2 glasses of tea-O..tok crap and shit..den off we went home..now at home rotting.................................

10:12 PM;
I made my mark

TUESDAY

went for fball trng all the way to bartley wif jabs cause vitz din come sch n went to bartley str8away.surprisingly tt SHORTIE came faster den me.haha.basically the gals did nthg for trng cause the SHORTIE is concentratin on the guys.irritating sia.wanted to just shoot at his butt sia.agrh.i wan the gals to improve 4 every trng!!..but tt fuckin SHORTIE is not makin it possible at all!!..was too tired tt i played lyk shit..haha..din bother at all..
i only wan trng wif the gals during march hols!!i dun wan the SHORTIE to be thr!!..
aftr trng went to eat wif vitz at adam rd.haha.initially i ordered mee goreng xtra spicy and vitz ordered nasi goreng.den we got tempted by the look of the BBQ stingray tt we decide to buy it.haha.den at tis 1 pt i choke on my mee goreng n it went up to my nose tt i cough n sneeze at the same time and teared cz the spicyness is gg up to my throat, windpipe and nose..its damn painful tt i hafta drink lotsa water..haha..tts veri funi..

WEDNESDAY

damn bored in class 2day.laughed alot aso cause discussed abt the fun day and we come up wif stupid cheers den we laugh at the cheer..stupid la..got cca oepn hse 2day..yj aso hav but hafta go mi 1 la..haha.
play on the rough grnd wif kronstrand..scary sia..i dun dare drag my stick on the floor sia..so the way i play abit stupid la..haha..but veri fun..played wif some gals and steph-laugh everytm sia..n tt stupid 'superglue' make me fall..wahlau duno wat the hell she was doin la wif my leg..retard sia..when the stupid fren go n cover my face wif paper..damn crazy pple la..
went for physio but found out tt i was too late for the appt n must change the appt..haha stupid sia..retard la..den me went to eat kfc alne..haha yummy the bandito so nice..

7:00 PM;
I made my mark

ytd went to meet sister aftr sch to eat at northpt..talk alot abt stuff..so long nv talk to her..nv go yj trng cause 2day got MI trng..scared i will injure myself den cant play adiv..went off arnd 640pm den at the bus interchnge saw hilman..yj trng end at 630pm--early sia..talk to him for a while till za came n ezi came..haha its lyk a unexpected gathering sia..ezi wif her minah hair..haha..
now waitin for lesson cause my class has a super long break god noes for wat la..waste our time oni..saw my cutey ******s..haha..so happy got MI trng 2day..fball is the oni thg tt makes me hapi la..n the MI fball team makes my stay in MI worthwhile..haha..

wat a depressing life..hais..so stupid..why?..just so irritating..argh!!!..hais hais hais

12:04 PM;
I made my mark

6:27 AM;
I made my mark