i feel so stoned and spiteful now.
work opening to closing.
fun with recovery almost 80% of my time.
just got use to it till i dont feel feel anything and feel just obliged to do it.
so yea i jus did recovery most of the time walking arnd the store in my own freaking dreamland.
hate to see lazy specimens who do not know how to put their stuff back.
n make their own floorstacks n encaps.
totally zen today.
2day in the pantry for break was damn funny!!!
couldnt stop laughing.
anu is the best!!!
i love anu!!!!
(she will get so estatic if she reads this)
i wan more OT.
i dont mind doing recovery all day.
as long i get to walk arnd the store n be in my own world.
picking watever loose bks anywhere.
thus i can have more $$$$$.
so i can go travel in europe!!!!
thats one of my dream.haha
another of my dream is to spread a deadly virus to the world.
killing ALL the humans and living things in the world except for a certain few specimens.
thereafter i destroy 99% of the world and left 1% of land for me.
after satisfying myself with the peace of only me in the world and being happy alone
in the world then i will euthanised myself.hahahahah.evils!!
i know i am sadistic.
well this is one of my fantasy.
and the other is to die at the age of 28 on my birthday itself.
wouldnt that be cool??!!!
i dont know why at 28 but it seem like a nice number.
its no point living life so long.
so less sins made.haha.
and its tiresome living life of routine.
work or study or sleep and such.
jus a note that i am not a depressed or troubled person.
hah.jus spiteful n tired n fucked up.
