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Friday, July 28, 2006

2day got parent teacher meeting!!..

wah jus hope i wun get in trouble wif my teacher..

and hope he wun mention abt fball..

if not i seriously die!!..

shall call singapore casket for a coffin for me..haha..

sm more i fail my chem leh..

oni got an A level pass for my maths..

sureli my mum will sae u do A level for 2yrs b4 still cant cope..

wat the hell am i to ans her ryt?..

so i jus pray my teacher wun tok nonsense and tt he wun tok much..

tts y purposely ask my mum go for the 5-6pm slot..

cause most of my classmates too are coming at tt time..

so yah jus hope nothing bad will happen..

and mayb 2mr x-country i not gg..

1stly am lyk sick..

the moment i enter my class, i feel more sick..

i tink its e aura the class has la..

den my mum aso sae no nd to waste time go for x-country..haha

so yah..

jus go get MC or write a freaking letter will settle everythg..

cause tis ridiculous sch i am in got veri veri fantastic rules..

they jus love detention and suspension..

haha..

gg bukit bato later wif vitz..

jus to topup my ez-link card and to eat chicken rice..

wat did i do tt they din do?

wat did they do tt i din do?

wat separates them apart 4rm ME?

i cant find the ans..

others cant reali tink of it too..

except for one..

12:31 PM;
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Sunday, July 23, 2006

jus feelin tired now..

even postponed my make up tuition to nxt wk..

later gotta make my way to tamp cause

got a dinner gathering wif the mi team wif jill..

beore meetin wif jill, mayb me rury n vitz gg to

watch the league matches..

and now stupid vitz is lyk askin me wat am i to wear for the dinner..

ok its lyk not as if we gg to a formal ballroom dinner at a hotel..

funny pple..

she tol me she n rury wana wear cheongsam..

mad pple sia..

they tink everyday is racial harmony day isit?

weeeeee..

i went for my doc appt on the friday..

and he tol me my leg gettin better..

but he wldnt noe if its fully healed..

unless its swollen or something wrong..

and when he check me ligament he tol me its alrite in place..

but i still need to do alot of strengthening cause my leg still weak..

tt i am doing something to it..

went to bartley after tt for trng..

i feel bored playin suddenly..

i dun get the feeling in playin tt day..

i make alot of mistakes..

i just let the ball be tackled by opponents..

my shooting is totally out of target and weak..

paired wif dingjin in defence..

he tol me too tt i am unstable..

the passion is there,its just tt the feeling to play is not there..

wat is happening to me?..

i tink i will just set aside fball for awhile..

and all thanks to rosey..

who started a mass water splashing session..

tt my clothes got wet!!..

and hafta lent vitz my orange arena tee cause she got no top to wear..

since i got 3sets of clothes in my bag cz of the sleepover..

so hafta bath in sch b4 meeting ahsiew..

was late to meet ahsiew at paya lebar..

lucky she patient to wait for me..

we were lyk discussing how to get to mdm shelia place..

as we do not wish to get lost,

i called coach and ask him if he is kind and free to fetch us at pasir ris..

lucky he was just leaving his hse wif his wife n daughters n ask

us to wait for him at the whitesands sc..

coach car is quite nice..

got dvd n tv set insde the car seh..

cool huh..

and the eldest daughter was lyk singin in the car cause she was watchin

soem karaoke singing programmes in malay..

haha..

we reached mdm shelia place arnd 8+ i tink..

the food r all in the process of cooking..

the chef was serena..

i basically jus sit thr n wait for the food to be cooked and eat it..

haha..

the food are all veri veri nice..

got stingray..

sotong..

chicken..

prawns!!!!..

i and ahsiew evn fite wif jiajia for the prawns..haha

there is also the choc fondue again..

so nice la..

i lyk the choc..

eat tt alot too..

if my trainer ever noe i eat all this, i will jus die la..

myriam,ain n sm other gals left early..

and left me ahsiew za jiajia jiahui n serena slpin at mdm shelia hse..

at 1st we decided to watch the break-up..

wah i can swear the show is lyk so damn slow n boring la..

tho got my bestest galfren-jennifer aniston..

i nearly lyk gg to fall aslp la..

den we changed to basic instinct 2(its R-21)..

haha..

tho the story not very interesting..

we jus watch it till the end..

jus for the sake of watching the 'interesting' part..

den we proceed on to watchin tristan n isolde..

tt movie was quite nice..

its some kinda love story or smthg ah..

after the movie, the gals decided to talk..

duno wat rubbish they talk..

all i do was listen to them..

tts how productive i am in a conversation..

and the best thing is tt 4 pple share 2 mattress..

i was stiff lyk a log..

i was so scared tt if i moved i ill just hit the pple beside me..

who is za n serena..

haha..

and when i slpin i got elbowed za's head..

haha..well i din mean it..

i felt tt i hit her and i still go back to slp..haha..

and if i am not wrong i got kicked serena aso..

hahahaha..its not purposely la..

unsurprisingly, i was the last 1 to wake up as usual..

mdm shelia maid is lyk so good la..

cook pancakes for us..

keep askin if wan some more..

i tink i ate 4 pancakes..thats pretty alot..

went home after tt arnd 10+..

was suppose to meet yan n vitz at tamp but i decide to jus go home..

i too tired and i hvnt study yet or do my homework..

and i jus remembered tt i hav not passed up my chem hmwk..

my teacher is so gonna kill me..she already reminded me la..

i totally 4get to gv my chem rep the hmwk n rushed to my appt..

cause the stupid phy test help me up till 2pm..

btw, i got more than 70% for the test..

so tt means i no need go for the phy extra class..

i will jus die of boredom if am forced to go to the phy extra class la..

when i cant even stand 1 period of normal phy lesson wf my teacher..

its too dreading and taxing tt i hafta go thru tt process..

its lyk 3.52pm now..and am suppose to meet the gals at 5pm at TAMPINES..

damn far place la..gosh..a long journey..

hope i can update some photos soon..

cause i super duper damn lazy to upload photos to the com..

selamat tinggal..

3:24 PM;
I made my ~~mark~~

Friday, July 21, 2006

feel so full now..

eat lyk alot la in sch..

in the morn its 1 choc donut,

1 raisin bun n 1 milo..

after the racial harmony celeb,

i go buy 2 green apple..

yumyum..

den waited for the PW break..

and eat laksa+chicken+dessert

and 2cups of milo..

haha..

alot ryt?..

but nvm adiv end alrdy..

now waitin for phy test to start at 1pm..

den after tt rush to alexandra hosp

for my leg appt..

den rush once again to bartley for fball..

they havin some friendly match..

well i thot i can jus kp away 4rm fball after adiv..

but jus so tempted to play la..

and later for the doc appt i am so

gonna lie to my doc la tt i hvnt start sports yet..

cause he tol me tt i can only start sports

after 1 yr after my operation..

but as a stubborn idiot i am i play after 4-5mths

after my operation..

if my mum ever noe abt tis, i will so

be in a hot boiling soup seh..

nvm..

the truth doesnt if she duno abt it..

haha..

den after tt rush AGAIN to pasir ris(i think)

to meet ahsiew to go mdm shelia hse..

for some bbq and overnite stay tt

ahsiew manage to persuade me to go for..

and i manage to cheat my mum for

me to overnite..

haha i sure die go hell sia..

weeeee so happy..

at nite can eat again..

weeeeeee.................

i obtained a quote abt defendin in the new paper last wk the day b4 adiv..

"Defending is about reading interceptions and tackling

without having to chop an opponent down unnecessarily."

but sometimes in a moment of desperation and anger,

i intentionally jus push my opponent la..

haha..damn bad seh..

but wat to do? its part of the game..

u will be pushed..and u will push..

12:14 PM;
I made my ~~mark~~

Thursday, July 20, 2006

lemme now story abt adiv...
since i got 1hr more to go waitin 4 gp to start...

1st day(MI vs NJC)

the game is rather slow..
expect it to be lyk fast la..
since njc player r hockey players..
and their stamina is lyk mad dogs..
nj had the opening goal..
and i so thot we were in trouble..
till........
vitz passed the ball to rury in the middle..
and the ball rocketed in the goalpost..
yay for us..
but tt came wif a price..
its vitz knee..
i din c the goal cz i was lookin at vitz fallin..
damn scary sia..
lucky we got sonia to help vitz..
and i tink 2nd period rosey scored..yay
but happiness was not long until nj scored again..
the tension was so blardy rising..
and i lyk so lost during the game..
got commented alot n kena benched by jill..
for the silly n stupid mistakes i made which
sometimes i dun evn noe of..
but nvm..
well den in the 3rd period....
i tink its arnd 4mins left..
after bench-warming for 2-3mins,
jill ask me play forward..
and i was lyk "wat"..
i dun evn play forward b4..
its too weird of a position..
i duno whr to run..
tol myself to get the momentum goin at least..
and then some inspiration hits me..
i got a board pass 4rm 'god-noes who'..
and just tried to shoot 4rm the right corner..
and luckily it went in..
i thot the keeper saved it but yah it went in..
ok its suppose to be happy..
den i got another inspiration and scored after 1+min..
well i guess it was luck..
but mostly during the game i feel more of trauma
and pressure rather than feelin happy of scoring..
mayb its i try too hard not to create mistakes
that i create it and din evn notice and
for tt i get screwed big time..
then again, jus take it in and make it as a learnin experience..
and so, the final score is 4-2..

2nd day of gals comp(MI vs RJC)

tis yr rj batch dun reali run as mad as last yrs..
so its good tt i dun nd to run unnecessarily to get away 4rm them..
we scored alot la..
until duno who scored aso..
i tink got rury surinder vitz n me..
the goals kp on coming and coming..
til i duno whther to go out n celebrate every goal..
so yah..
i tink its quite an easy win for us..
evn 2-3sec b4 the game ends i tink jabs scored..
cool ryt..haha
weeee...jabs scored!!
so yah the final score is 8-0

MI vs IJC

well tis match is quite interesting..
they played quite defensively..
keep holdin the ball behind and alwas deliver a long pass
to the forward waitin behind the defenders..
cheeky!!..
until i blur whther to stand in frnt or behind the forward la..
but still they manage to penetrate our defence and scored 3 goals..
but but..
we got our motivation from the rj match n scored 6goals..
and the scorers are once again rury vitz n me..
so yah the final score is 6-3..

and so we hafta meet mj in the semis.............

SEMIS-MJ vs MI

tis match is damn intense and rough match..
pushed lyk so many pple and got 1min penalty too..
cause i pushed tho intentionally..
both teams r hungry..
but the more hungrier team wins..
and its mjc..
we got a defence miscomm and lost
possession of the ball..
and gave away 1 goal to mj..
unfortunate but true..
luck wasnt on our side and
mayb we r jus not prepared enuff mentally or physically?..
din manage to get our momentum back fast..
only manage to get it 5mins when its gg to end..
alot of chances yet fruitless..
well..
tho sad to sae mi lost to mjc..
mjc did deserve to win..
so yah final score 1-0....

and we went against NJC(again)
and yj went against mjc(again)

3rd/4th placing (MI vs NJC)

we made quite a no of mistakes tt allow
njc players to take evn a simple shots
to the keeper..
we manage to tie wif them in the 3rd period..
as usual..
i got benched for some time..
cause i wasnt focused enuff..
how to focus sia?
i got a very low conc level la..haha..
jill put me as forward again for the last 4mins..
but sadly i jus cldnt get it..
the motivation and inspiration wasnt thr..
my shooting suddenly become haywire..
its just not right..
so the final whislte blew..
and so penalty was it tt we had to take
to decide the 3rd placing..
i just hate penalty..
it jus suck..
the takers were atiqah rury n me..
we were jus so not prepared to take penalty..
i din expect tt we hafta face penalty..
the 1st 2 takers of both mi n nj din go in..
but the last nj player manage to get the ball in the net!!
blardy man..
i felt damn scared..
cldnt focus much..
wif the noise and all..
and so me went to take the stupid penalty..
and it din evn go in anywhr near the goalpost..
i felt so freaked shocked n lost
i became damn blur..
i totally became stoned..
cldnt register in my head wat jus happen..
wat a shitty feelin..

its too such an unfortunate incident..
i break it..
hais..

nxt time i am so not gg to take penalty AGAIN!!!!...
yucks..

so now i got a 4th placing medal, 1st placing medal abnd 3rd placing medal for
my whole journey of adiv in yj n in mi..

and and congrats to yj for emergin 1st yet AGAIN..
weeeeee felt so happy for them..
tho i dun watch their finals..

well now i gg to put floorball aside
and try to study for promos..
cause for midyr..
i got a lousy F for chem..
which i oni study for 2hrs the nite b4..
got AO for phy..
which i din study at all!!..
and C for maths..
which i study for 2hrs the nite b4 too..
some more our midyrs r during the adiv sia..
but nvm..
and last but not least i failed GP..
got 41/100..
duno how i can fail GP in MI
and pass GP in YJ..
so myterious..
so now hafta study alrdy.
esp chem..
so many organic reactions to rmb..
and same goes for phy wif the formalas to be remembered..
so boring..
but wat to do tis is life..

and i will try to update the photos..for adiv also..
din take much photos cause i damn lazy..

i goin off to GP now..
so friggin boring la..
argh..

2:12 PM;
I made my ~~mark~~

Friday, July 14, 2006

have so many things to say abt the adiv..

but now i in sch,waiting to go off to bartley

god-noes for wat..

so i shall update abt the adiv soon..

just penalty and i broke it and totally lost it thereafter.........

12:36 PM;
I made my ~~mark~~

Wednesday, July 05, 2006

weeee...

nowadays i am lyk so damn lazy to blog..

so many stuffs had happened..

dunno where to start..

maybe lets start wif my midyr exams!!..

had chem paper 2day..

its quite disasterous!!!..

din reali study 4 the blardy subj cz was

busy watching world cup n slpin..

gg to have phy test on tis coming fri..

and maths on nxt tues..

must study for phy n maths so that

when my mum see the results wun be so bad..

haha..

now abt floorball..

hais..

2mr is adiv..

scary..

hais..

excited?..

tho our grp got rj,ij n nj..

just aim to not concede any goals

against any of the teams..

esp when i am the defender..

if i ever concede a goal..

whoa i cant imagine wat i will get sia..

i will jz get traumatised man..

i nd to focus..

i nd to be oblivious wif the surrounding to play well..

i nd to pass accurately dwn the line!..

i nd to shoot whenever there is a chance..

i nd to step up!!..

speed vision..

no fear..

use hip n thighs not body!!..

focus..

try to enjoy the game as much..

focus..

now i am no9..

errr no choice cause no10 is not my freakin size..

f*** la..

err nvm its not the no its the player..

accordin to some person's saying..

most importantly avoid injury!!..

stop properly..

activate muscles at the right time..

dun fall stupidly on court!!..

hahaha..

well went to bukit merah sec ytd wif vitz to watch bdiv semis n finals..

the kc gals done well n proud!!..

could have won merahans..

but nvm they persevered enuff to win against BTS..

its a good team effort 4rm them!!!..

tho they deserved more than 3rd..

and the gals r so good..

gave mamee la..

haha..

cant eat tt now mans..

i shall eat the mamee aftr adiv..

haha..

man i beta go slp now..

so i can watch world cup at nyt..

and be able to wake up to go 4 physio at 10am..

den head to tohtuck to meet the gals to go to NTU..

oh man..

5:24 PM;
I made my ~~mark~~