nothing last forever..

2008-02-13T13:05:00.002+08:00

jus woke up...
work start at 5pm..
its OT double pay cause 2day is suppose to be my off day..
i am jus too bored to stay at home so mite as well spend my days in borders and memorise the whole store..

ohhohh my achilles tendon is getting better after gg to doc..
and due to the muscle relaxant and painkiller pills..
can walk better..
hope my leg gets better..

jus a random post..
my bk of the week is deathly hallows..
going to finish the book within this week..
then i am going to start with kite runner then either love in time of cholera or atonoment or time traveller's wife..

minimally spiteful+hopeful.
did it come true?

2008-02-10T16:38:00.000+08:00

woke up at 4+pm.
slept at 3+am.
so nice to sleep long hours after 3 consecutive days of sleeping for less den 5hrs!!!!
3 consecutive days of opening to closing shift!!
am i crazy or what??
with a fucked up painful heel...
why isnt my heel healing??!!!!
walked like some crazy shit limping like i am disabled...

feels like a zombie and stoned...

i am goin to have an interesting saturday this coming week.
dunno how it will turn out..
jus so weird and awkward..
lets see how it goes........

unrequited..
still spiteful...

2008-01-10T01:38:00.000+08:00

i feel so stoned and spiteful now.
work opening to closing.
fun with recovery almost 80% of my time.
just got use to it till i dont feel feel anything and feel just obliged to do it.
so yea i jus did recovery most of the time walking arnd the store in my own freaking dreamland.

hate to see lazy specimens who do not know how to put their stuff back.
n make their own floorstacks n encaps.
totally zen today.

2day in the pantry for break was damn funny!!!
couldnt stop laughing.
anu is the best!!!
i love anu!!!!
(she will get so estatic if she reads this)

i wan more OT.
i dont mind doing recovery all day.
as long i get to walk arnd the store n be in my own world.
picking watever loose bks anywhere.
thus i can have more $$$$$.
so i can go travel in europe!!!!
thats one of my dream.haha

another of my dream is to spread a deadly virus to the world.
killing ALL the humans and living things in the world except for a certain few specimens.
thereafter i destroy 99% of the world and left 1% of land for me.
after satisfying myself with the peace of only me in the world and being happy alone
in the world then i will euthanised myself.hahahahah.evils!!
i know i am sadistic.
well this is one of my fantasy.
and the other is to die at the age of 28 on my birthday itself.
wouldnt that be cool??!!!
i dont know why at 28 but it seem like a nice number.
its no point living life so long.
so less sins made.haha.
and its tiresome living life of routine.
work or study or sleep and such.

jus a note that i am not a depressed or troubled person.
hah.jus spiteful n tired n fucked up.

2008-01-07T00:38:00.000+08:00

for the first time in my life of doin kids rec,
the freaking kids section looked clean with the kids rec finished!!!
what an achievement!!!!
and 'some people' does not believe it....
haha..
jus too happy...
so yea nothing is impossible if u set yourself to accomplish something..
so happy..
too overjoyed..

and another thing that made me happy is that i got my pay!!!!
damn shocked when i see how much i got!!!
so rich so rich!!!!
so many things i wana get....
the first thing will be an asics running shoes!!!
yesyes 2day i am off so i going to go shopping for the shoes!!
and see what other things i wana get.
hurhur so happy.

2008-01-04T01:51:00.000+08:00

i am back?
jus too bored so am gonna blog some shit stuff.
As ended lyk 2mths ago.
n i been workin in borders for 1+mth.
thats wat currently happening in my life.

had a dream abt my As result last nite.
damn freaked out tho.
i got B for maths C for chem n D for phy.
thats not how i plan my result to be.
thats a no-where-to-go kinda result.
i will totally commit suicide with that kinda result la.
after all the trouble i took jus to get to the final stages of taking the As exam.
so yea i hope and hafta get better result than that.
esp my phy i want to get at least C.
dun want my fucking effort to go to waste.

working in borders sometimes ruins my fucking days with customers being so fucked up.
to the extent that i really want to smack or slap or last out at them.
totally cannot make it some of the customers who wants to buy books n read n yet do not know how to read terms n conditions.
did u see the contradiction in the sentence?
errrr irrtating specimens these stupid customers.
i got called an idoit before by a customer.
i got scolded by a customer for saying sorry that she cldnt find her bk.
i got scolded by a customer that i am ridiculous that i cldnt find the bk for them.
so clever go find the bk for themselves la.dumb fucks!

i think this blog can be like my complaining n bitching session or somthing.
cause i really need a source to vent my undying anger somewhere before i go crazy.

yst work was rather ok n enjoyable.
no customers incur my wrath since i was in my own recovery world.
recovery can be fun if there are not many people.
cause lazy specimens jus leave abandoned bks anywhere they want.
since IT know where to get the book but do not know where to put it back eventually.
thats why they are called specimens.

zen-a new practice of mine(trying hard to practise it)

2day is OFF day.
goin gym den slack somewhere wif psp n go home to sleep to repeat the work routine.

getting my pay soon!! yay!! i am gg to be rich soon.

cheers

2007-08-13T00:57:00.000+08:00

i feel so screwed with ALOT of assignments piling up..
this is the consequences when i am jus too lazy to do anythg abt it..
esp for maths..
i hvnt touch my JJC prelim05 yet..
and hvnt fnsh RJ05 P2 for maths also..
all i visualise is me dead!!!..

at least abit inprovement with organic chem that i am starting to familiarise with the damn equations!!..
gerrrrrrr..got P2 and 3 mock chem test la 2mr..
damn irritating eh got mock test every week for chem..
maths is just dumping prelim papers at our face every week..
the most useless subj is physics and GP..
but my phy tutor still got gv us paper every week ah..
at this rate i will never be able to sit down and revise well..
GP is uncommentable....
so lost in GP..
buy the prelim paper06 booklet also dunno for what..
jus gg to be dead and prelims in less den 5weeks!!!!!
god bless me!!!

and the ironic thg is that i can still go out and hang arnd wif hayl, vitz, shah n faris on sat..
haha..anw hayl's place is quite near mine so yea jus go alng wif their chilling out..
me n shah jus sit down n BITCH while the rest play soccer or basketball..
and more chilling out wif pizza hut chesse pizza..
got the cheese sauce or something..
oh ya go see the pics of the hangout@hayl..
there are some very nice 'falling' pose of vitz..
god knows what the hell she is up to..

a brief entry abt nat day now..
went wif khad to watch the fireworks..
initially our plan was to go fullerton..
but due to my indiscipline, i was nearly 1 hour late..
and by the time we get to fullerton starbucks the place is full..
so we looked arnd and saw marina blvd which is jus opp the esplanade..
made way there..
damn hot la at that time..reach there arnd 4+..
quite fun to look arnd n laugh at 'funny' pple..
as the nat day show start, more pple came..
some got the cheek to freaking squezze and want to take our VIP seat..
damn making me angry la..
esp at these grp of indian kids who jus stand in frnt of us..blardy hell..
and this china guy who is so shameless to follow the kids and jus stand beside me when there was NO space at all..
total btich!!!..
i so cursed him in malay n english and the best thg is that he doesnt understand..
dumb fucks!!!!..
the water element show is quite entertaining tho..
but the best are the fireworks..
dunno why but fireworks just amaze me..haha..
after that me n khad went to beach rd to eat..
nice food..
sambal stingray, mee goreng and mutton chop!!!
i will upload the nat day pics soon..

hafta rush my chem n maths homeworkS now..
i need miracles..

Happy Birthday to my Mum n Lil Bro..
their birthday is on 12Aug same day..haha..

i miss floorball..and my yours truly(haha)..

2007-07-28T18:22:00.000+08:00

ok now i totally got nothing to do thus blogging.
altho got tons n tons of assignments i have not done.
due to adiv,that i abandon my work.haha
and now i am feelin the burden all over me.
its lyk i am swimming among the papers n books.
hafta get my motivation or inspiration asap.
being ambitious to aim to get at least Cs for prelims.
thus hafta put thoughts of floorball away for awhile..
esp the thoughts of adiv..

because its been hauting me since its closure..
altho MI gals got 2nd.
well they trained quite hard for it and sure deserve it.
all the holiday and normal trainings plus SOME physical training..
with physical training incoparated in our stick training.
the traffic light,the shuttle run..i so hate them..
jus love the ball control, shooting and playup drills..
those which does not require much running..
cause i damnly hate to run..
irony kicks in..
but all this will not be acheived if not for our dearest coach-sonia..
a very patient yet firm n strict coach..
wo her god knows how we will be..

need to give credits to rury-san.the capt.my forward line..
for all the support she gave me and motivation and encouragement..
love her lots..altho i scream n shout at her on court..haha..
and also to my line-jabs n suha..
and the rest of the team..lemme see if i can recall all their names..
amanda,ama,priya,huian,guanting,shahidah,eunice,zai,wani,fad,julie..
and all the cheers to keepers-dee,riah n last but not least suhaila(sorry abt the last njc goal-my bad pass-it still haunts me)

and thanks to the yj team for cheering for me..
haha u guys are great..

refecting abt the adiv..
abt the playup..
the importance of playup..
not getting distracted..
jus focusing on YOUR game..
the aim of the game..
scoring is not everything..
to not doubt urself..
thus achieving success..
need to change my mindset to improve..
dun think that i improve much..
due to the sucky play for yj,ij and vj game..
alot of mistakes made..trying too hard to get it right..
dissappointing wif the way i played..
will jus start to hone my basics 1st..
esp the looking up passing or shooting..
very bad..the millions starjumps i did prove it all..

oh wells..now those times wo floorball will be spent either studying@starbucks
or in the gym..
at last got time to spend time in the gym to make my knee strong..haha..
cheers..

2007-05-10T00:43:00.000+08:00

been long i blog.
damn busy month coming up.
lots of mock tests!!!
hate them.esp chemistry with the part of organic chem.
i totally suck in that topic la.
and the best part is that it consist of 40% of the chemistry paper.
how irritating is that?have to freaking force myself to understand the topic la.
totally sucks.
the chances of failing today's coming mock test is so undeniable.
its paper3!!!!!
darn then on fri is CRV test.
time management is so impt..
cant be bo chap anymore.

watched spiderman3 with sufiyan.
nicer than i expected.
thot it will be as stagnant as the previous spideys movies.
but its nicer with more villians.haha
we had no choice but to watch the 815pm show cause the 7+pm show are full
or that the time is being booked for corparate events.

171 days to A Levels..
1st paper is PHYSICS PAPER3!!!
can u believe the crap exam must start with.
of all subj must start with the ones that i hate!!
geerrrrrrr.

and and GP midyear is next fri.
i think i am so going to fail the GP la.
i been failing every single GP assignments la
damn demoralising..hais..

better get goin to study chem now!!

motivation

2007-03-18T22:37:00.000+08:00

jus got back from some family bbq which i din quite really enjoy..
cause since i am not the family type of a person..
so i basically cook the food for my relatives n all..
and i got to eat my food last..
and i was still eating when they wana go home cause i din eat since i was cooking at 1st..
so annoying that i took my blardy time sitting isolated on a bench wif my creative as my loyal companion..
so that it will avoid me screaming at them to shut the hell up..
i have enuff of my anger nowdays..
it jus got outta hand on sat during the pinkies game..
which of course we lost 14-2..
so frustrated that i cldnt get the ball away from the lying stick which one of the opponents keep kicking so i wun get the ball out that i shouted so loudly 'shit la'..
damn shocked at myself that i shouted..
never i shouted in a game before lyk that..
jus cldnt get hold of the anger..

jus hope we can win against jupitans next sun..
and that the missing players will come back cause pasirian basically played wif ONLY 9 outfield players for the pinkies match..
not evn full 2 lines..
how to keep up when my fitness is not evn there??!!!
dman tiring..but what to do?..
kept hvin side stitches..so irritating..

and now i am gg to use coach's old unihoc stick..
cause i think the salming stick seem to be something wrong wif me..
i jus cant do my shoots well wif the stick as last time..
i feel more right wif the unihoc stick..
haha so for the time being i am gg to dump the saliming stick n use the unihoc stick..
mayb i borrow from coach for adiv too..
wahahhaaha..
and i am waiting to use sufiyan's double bubble if he manage to get it..haha..
to think of it unihoc sticks are not bad..

my nose is still feelin abit sore after the crash wif sophia during the yj trng on last wed..
damn painful la the moment it hit me den the pain travelled up to my head and i jus feel headache and cant stand..
so i jus lay there holdin my nose..
dunno whats sophia's head is made of sia that i feel the excruciating pain n she din feel any pain..
den after the yj trng went to watch 300 with khad..
i thot initially the movie was abt 300 years ago thats y the movie title is 300..
not when i watch the movie den i noe that they are toking abt 300 men battling for sparta..
haha..its a quite nice movie to watch..quite worth the money tho..

well i think i need to finish up some of my hmwk tonight..
quite a lot of stuf to do..havent start on my chem n GP yet..
so i am gg to die at night stayin up jus for homework..
so sian..and hope i will still have enuff energy for 2mr's PT in the morning..
my time management is so sucky..wahahah..

2007-02-21T00:52:00.000+08:00

back to bloggin..

i am like suppose to study physics of fluids la..
lala left spore for kerala(i think) yest at 725pm..

dunno if she coming back to spore anots..

so i make an effort to go meet jabs at changi to send lala off..

before that jabs went to get a teddy n card for lala..

so i jus chip in half of the amt..

the teddy damn cute la..

and lala's lil sis looks cute too...wahhahah..

she was kinda scared of me cause i speak english..

nonsense huh..haha

went to popeyes to eat after that..haha

quite okok nice la the chicken..

den off to the viewing mall to see aeroplanes at both terminals..

so fun to take pics of the aeroplanes..

all cause of joy ah we mus postpone the movie trip to fri..

i am tellin you this ah joy if u are reading this....

u better go ah..dun say u gg bank..or u got dental appt..

or u have to go badminton ah..

den give a million excuse when me n jeron change the trip to fri ah..

if not,u will bear wif severe consequences..wahhaa

this week's match is again titans..

i hope the team will play as well as how we play against osb tho..
heads up yea peeps..

this is lala's passport.haha.first time i see an INDIA passport.

this is lala's fan club..wahhaha...

this is the airplane lala taking..the air india express..
teddy and card..

2007-01-28T22:09:00.000+08:00

2day seem to be a quite disastrous frustrating day..
the match against squirettes was so frustrating..
some of them r lyk damn rough sia..really not good if i ever lost my temper during the match which i nearly did la..
and what makes the match more irrtating was my shots..
totally damn fucked up seh..lyk every shot i take was either off target or the keeper block or the opponent block or evn my own team mate block..
if i lost my temper i would have gone arnd maki-ing pple already seh..
and now i reali realise that my one touch slapspot is lyk damn poor..
cause i nv do one touch shot,instead i stop n drag the ball..i scared i miss the ball n shoot air instead thats why i scared sia..
mus go n train the one touch thgy already..
the most irritating league match i ever had..
but nevertheless jus forget abt it n focus on the next one..

watch a couple of guys matches after the disastrous match..
the nemesis vs skools floorball was not that interesting as the motorola red vs team taz..
very nice playup n shots man..
they play so fantastically..their stickwork n fitness are so up there..
thus of course motorola red won the game..

2mr there is some mock chem SPA for skill B and D and i hvnt evn study for it yet..
den on tues are electrochem test + probability test..
lyk so bombarded with so many test can..
so during the MT free period instead of slpin or watchin videos i will use the time to study on my probability..
since my P&C test last wk was a disaster..i anyhow divide the combination god noes for what..so i guess i lost 7marks for that blardy test..

and i hope MI will resume its trng regularly..
so can have fball trng..and train my shots..
hmmmmm....

dreams???what does it mean??

2007-01-01T00:35:00.000+08:00

happy new year pple...
a new year..
a new attitude(as if)..
a new perspective..
but well not everything should be new..
haha..
thinking of what are my new resolutions will be this year..
tho i know one of them on the list has to be to be MORE DISCIPLINED!!!..

my working days had ended officially on 30th dec..
will sureli and absolutely miss working there..
the nice people and some not-so-nice people too..
and the bunch of friends that i made there..
vanessa,wafi,darren,sukma,vincent,zul(my 'bro'),lucy,hadi and many more..
and most probably after my As, i will work there..since i got the experince there..
the pay is quite reasonable..the working hours is totally just nice..doesnt distrupt my social life..
i jus cant wait to get my next pay..
wahahahha cause its gonna be some amount of $$$ that i will get..

and 2days ago was hari raya haji, i got xtra $$$ given by my aunts,uncles n grandma..
tho its NOT the real hari raya but i think its kinda tradition since they practise that every month..
so every month on hari raya and hari raya haji i will get green packet from them..
with part of the $$$ i hafta pay my lil bro $40 that he lent me cause i din have enuff cash to get for my aunt's boooks..
she ask me get her 2 dilbert series books for her colleague..and a meg cabot 'the queen of babble' for herself since 'size 14 is not fat either' is not avail in borders yet..
got for myself 3books..
for the 4 shopping spree i made at borders i spent like more than $50..
for the 1st time i bought stuff from borders which was lyk on the staff appreciation day..
i din not only bought books..
i got buy calenders and a journal for my aunt's bday..
i think the book supply that i got from borders will last me for 1 yr..
for now let me finish eragon and eldest 1st..

for this new year i had watched 2 movies..feel lyk i have spent alot nowadays..
watched charlotte's web on 1jan wif my lil bro..altho i have read the book before when i was in sec1 or sec2 if i am not wrong..
its quite ok ok movie la..den after the movie which ended at arnd 830pm,we went to eat at river valley SPIZE..i know the place thru my borders manager..the last time i ate the nasi lemak at 3+am which was being delivered, it turned out to be quite nice..
so i brought my lil bro there..we ate tomyum noodle n thai fried rice and also a hotplate bbq stingray..haha..

the 2nd movie i watched was ytd..a confession of pain..if i get the name of the movie right..haha
quite a predictable movie..so yeah abit bored la in the cinema..
cause there seem to be nothing to do..the gals cant make up their mind what do watch so we jus randomly watched that..
initially i din plan to meet them but kristie who was so persistent n keep calling me evn tho they finish eating at the newton..
so yea i decided to go n meet up with them since never seen them for quite some time..
kristie,wee ping,rashyidah,gingin and huiling..
before the movie started we jus hang arnd the LJS at cine n talk nonsense..and some of them esp kristie thinks that i am a joke..
she practically laugh at every sentence that i sae..crazy gal..haha
all of them r lyk damn clever la..
gingin, rasyhidah n kristie r at NTU taking up chemistry..wahahha what a course to take..
gingin is lyk damn clever la..she got 3As n 1B..so sad that i am not able to absorb her intelligence when i was sitting next to her last time..haha..
huilin is at NUS,forget what course she doin also..
most of my 106 classmates r clever..dunno why the hell i was posted to that class la..haha

ok nvm i shall jus try to discipline myself this year n jus endure being studious for this 1yr to benefit myself..
shall not waste my other 3years down the drain..haha..
no eating outing after floorball training..haha..thats at least a start for me so i will reach home early n sleep early n wake up in the middle of the night to study..haha..

and i am still waiting for szesiew to get her book 'for one more day' from me..haha..

and now i have to go and do my chem holiday homework which i hafta pass up later 2day..
this is so sian-ed.........

2006-12-28T20:28:00.000+08:00

2day's work quite fun..me n darren agreed that time passes very fast 2day..
its lyk we only sort shelve sort n shrinkwrapped some stuff and its lunch break..
and 2day not many customers ask me find book for them so not stressed of having to giving them the same reason i gave to all the customers when i cant find the specific book for them..haha..the reason is that the book is out of stock and its on order so the customer can check wif borders again for the arrival of the book or if the customer wish to make a special order..haha..
thats the main reason i give to my customers..
or the other reason is that the book is misplaced or its not shelved yet..
hahaha...
2day's work is enjoyable..
evan, the store afternoon manager, distributed out some christmas candies..so nice of him..haha..
after work did some shopping at borders itself..
bought a journal,calander and the eragon and eldest box set..
it jus arrived 2day la the eragon n eldest book set..haha..cheaper den the hardcover version so decided to get the cheaper shoft cover version..plus i got additional 30% discount..so i got quite alot of benifits..haha..wanted to get the book 2mr but figured out that the book might jus be sold out by 2day..hahahaha..

and one book caught my eyes 2day..
Lucy is getting married soon by Marian Keyes..
the synopsis of the book is quite nice since i got a book by her before..enjoyable to read..
so yeah i gg to get that when the big great borders discount comes....
cause i am also getting
The Undomestic Goddess By Sophie Kinsella
Can You Keep A Secret By Sophie Kinsella
A Walk To Remember By Nicholas Sparks
A Life Of Pie By (Not so sure who)
And.....
a cemistry organis chem book..hahahha
and also 3books for my aunt..if i am able to locate 2 of the books cause it seem to be out of stock..but when i go kinokuniya there seem to have a whole lot of stock..
what is happening to borders???hahaa..

oh my now i am lyk chatting with one of my frens..den the mum came n interrupt the conversation n add on to the conversation..
its damn hilarious la..
haha something abt getting the daughter a prince or tengku in MI..whahahahahaha..damn funny la..

i wana watch charlotte's web..haha..dunno when i can watch wif my wrteched lil bro..
since nxt wk sch startin..unless watch on 2jan..
i watched night in the museum...wif yan on eve of xmas..
after my work ended lyk 9pm went to lido..not many pple tho cause its lyk pple will be outside counting down to xmas insd of inside the cinema..ahaha..
very nice movie..humorous...den went home n reached home at 1am..hahah..
mum din scold cause thot i got off work at 12am..hahahahaha..its some dirty little secret of mine..haha..

ok thats all..byebye..no floorball topic for this post..hahaha..

2006-12-15T13:58:00.000+08:00

jus got back from yj fbal tnrg..
overall i noe myslef that i am damn slack n jus dun reali bother to run for the ball..
unless sometimes the ball near me or if no1 run 4 the ball..
i jus get tired so easily nowadays..
run abit den after that sure panting..lyk i got cardiac arrrest..wahaha
so i guess i hafta abit do something to my fitness before MI trng start..
cause if not i sureli kena..

got a ride from rajiv after trng to clementi..
he got a car la..its an orange chevrolet..
quite new car too..
nice enuff to send za near her hse and zaid to the aljunied(if i am not wrong) the mrt statn there..
and her send me to the bustop near nus high since its raining to send me to the mrt..
had quite a nice chat wif him..
initailly the 1st time i c him i thot he wasnt that frenly..so i din bother to tok to him..haha
so yea he turn out to be a very nice guy tho..
thanks to him i reach home early..if not i hafta endure the long way back home and the torture of taking 855 home..
cause the last 2 times i took 855 i overshot my bustops cause i overslpt in the bus n i was too darn lazy to take the bus back that i took taxi home!!!!hahaha..wat a waste of money!!!..
and den by the time i reach home will be 4+pm and it will be evn worse if i go eat wif the yj team..
cause after the eatnig will have the chatting n gossipping session..hahaha
haha..i feel a sense of betrayal to the MI team when i train wif YJ team..hahaha..
but MI no trng,what to do?dun xpect me shake leg at home and my fball skills will improve ryt..
so yeah feel abit weird too..jus hope when go against them tis yr..
if not i will sureli stone at the bench..i will jus play suckily den get benched n no nd to play..haha..
good idea huh...hahahahhaha

ohh well jus hope on mon i can go for the trng cause my night shift ends today..
hope i got afternoon shift or smthg so i can go for the trng..
since its the last trng..
and i think it will be the last trng that i will go till say after As..
hahaha..

nevertheless i hope got pasirian trng nxt wk..since this wk dun have since mr shahizan got sm coaching course or smthg..

so now i gg to go shower den eat den watch one tree hill for 2episodes and sleep..
since my work start at midnight today..hahhaaha..
my mum thinks am crazy gg to work at midnight..haha..
bye...

2006-12-13T20:38:00.000+08:00

oh man..i cant sleep..
i only slept like 3+hrs today..
i jus hope i can survive the whole night 2day..
ytd night work seem slack n nice..doesnt feel pressurizing or demanding like any other nights..
maybe cause i did alot of different things..
and i obviously will take coffee before goin work..haha..

went to watch eragon wif my stupid lil bro 2day at cine..
we initially wanted to watch happy feet,but duno what the hell happen that the showtime listing of happy feet was not available at the cathay cine..
duno what the hell when wrong when in the newspaper got the show but at the cinema there dun have..
so screwed up la..
lucky 2day is the opening day for eragon..tho i desperately wan to watch happy feet..
i wana see the cute dancing adorable penguins..wahahhahahaha..that sounds so cocky..

nevertheless eragon is a very nice movie and worth the money to watch it..
tho its a inheritance trilogy..
got 2 other parts..
2day den i noe there is 3 parts and there is the books for the inheritance trilogy..
so i going to pester my lil bro to get the inheritance trilogy books..
the eragon n eldest..
initially i was lyk cursing the eldest book in borders cause they come in multiples..
its totally alot of stocks la at borders..i think got 2-3 floorstacks of it..
and i thought what kinda story book is that..
din noe that it can turn out to be nice..so yeah gg to pester my bro to get it ASAP..
anw i got staff discount for the books..he can afford it..wahahhaha..
since i getting my other books too before i leave borders..
although i hvnt finish reading the inheritance of loss,the other side of the story and paint it black books yet..
i will start reading it perhaps when my school starts..
i wana get the sister's keeper by jodi picoult..the extract of the story seem interesting and nice..
and maybe find other interesting n nice books..since there are alot of new stocks coming out this week..
thinking of getting the organic chem book at borders..it seem quite detailed and reliable..
its arnd $33 if i am not wrong..so yeah still contemplating on that..

ohh yeah ohh yeah..i forgot to tell my blog that i had bought a new court shoes..
its salming brand..the brand of my ever loving stick..
the grip n friction of the shoes are good..
so overall the shoes are not that bad since i cant get hold of stabil..

i haf decided to go to gym 2mr for ABT n Bodycombat class..
cause the ABT class is by ayesha n she is damn good instructor and pretty too.
wahahah..

2006-12-08T20:20:00.000+08:00

wah i cant believe it that i missed pasirian trng..haha..mayb its cause my knee is abit giving me prob now..
felt abit pain inside of the knee..lyk the muscles inside is tight n hard to walk ah..
so basically spent my days sleeping till 7pm..
and now i jus waiting to go to work..
and after that gg for apac..since got nothing to do in the morning 2mr after work..

got my pay 2day early in the morning..checked my acct at 3+am after eating at mac once again..
ate 9pcs nuggets n steal some fries from vincent cause i dun wana buy fries..a waste of $$$ n i also cant fnsh it..
not so sure how much my pay is..
cant count cause inside my acct have some $$$ n i duno hw much it has in the 1st place..
dunno wat to eat for the break..
obviously not mac again!!!..
if eat cup noodles also lyk no diff..
so must think of something more HEALTHIER..haha

and wif the $$$ i gg to get the hinged knee brace..
dunno when to go to the parkway parade..

ytd me n za went twn to starbucks n met wif fizah..
initially khad got me a hot cafe mocha before 7pm before i came to meet them..
den when me n za met wif fizah, fizah got us a drink too..
so for me is another cafe mocha..
thats 2 cafe mocha in 1days less den 3hrs..
man its so heavenly la..i love cafe mocha..
we jus sat at the starbucks near the forum n tok crap n rubbish..very fun..haha..
den after that headed for work..
and at work i reali got pissed la..
i reali was tryin to control my fucking anger la..
but obviously i cant hide my fucked up pissed face..
jus that some pple r TOO hardworking that they wan to do everythg..thats so irritating la..
i nearly wanted to take all the books arnd me n jus throw it arnd..wah reali cant tahan..

so for 2day's work i am gg to jus stay away from working with the person b4 i kill her..
hahahaha..vitz will very much know who n what i am toking abt..haha..

2006-12-05T20:11:00.000+08:00

so sian now..there is nobody at home xcept for me n my maid..
been sleeping since got home from work..
2day's reporting time changed cause we finished work at 8am 2day..
hafta clear quite a no of pallets..i think abt 6pallets..
wasnt that frustrating to shelve the bks tho cause the shelves arent that tight..
since they had some kinda sale on sat n sun..
nad for 2day's break i am so gg to bring my own food cause 2day's morn break we went mac n eat..
omg that is so fattening la..n drink lyk a large coke..
so 2day i gg to bring some kicap fish n egg n rice..
working under mei lian is quite fun..hope 2day is still her..
cause if other manager is gg to be slack..
she keep sayin that i am a mafia leader..wat seh
cause the way i walk is lyk as if i own the world n wana kill pple..
wahlau that preposterous..
tho i do get alot of comments abt how i walk..
to me the way i walk is normal n the pace is ok..haha..
den the rest of them will imitate the way i walk..idiotic guys..haha

i am jus so bored now..got ntg to do..
feel so sian nv study also..
lyk as if i miss studying haha..
wah my classlist came out n there are lyk alot alot of mlys inside..
its so so so a bad thg la..
its lyk got 8malays transferred to my class..wth ryt..
the sch wana make a malay class isit..
i have nv had so much of malays in my class b4 la..
aiyerrrr....
nvm i will jus stick to my class pple seh..
and the good thg is that my chem teacher is judy yeow..
she somewhat the HOD of sci if i am not wrong..
she teach lyk so damn good la..tho she relief for our class for 1 lesson..
but she s damn good....
she teach totally lyk in a JC education style..
not gvin us the ans n do the qns in class that type..
but my phy teacher is still the same..
man thats kinda suay la..
i reali reali hafta work hard on my phy la..
i dun wana die seh..if not my 4yrs of Alevel education will go dwn the drain sia..
so i wun let that happen..
for maths is okok la..still manageable teacher..haha..

i am so irrtated that my fitness is so damn low la..
cant run much sia..after running lyk for 2mins on the court playin fball i started to get tired n lazy to run..
poor shiping hafta run..
reali cant take it cause after that i will be breathing so difficultly la..
lyk as if its so hard to breathe n no air is gettin to my lungs..haha..
am so in trouble if my fitness is still lyk this when MI trng starts cause i noe what will happen to me if that happens..hais..

i am so sick n tired of condeming myself after hearing comments..
tryin to reflect whats wrong n improve on it..
sometimes i jus dun get whats happening arnd me..
the only way is to prove pple wrong..
but how?

2006-12-03T19:20:00.000+08:00

i am employed now for the time being...
at borders for a posotion of a shelver...
its quite of a simple job yea but the thg is that i hafta endure another 2wks of overnight shelving..
which is till 15dec..
till den i am an owl..sleep in the day n awake at nyt..
xcept for if when i have pasirian trng..
on the last fri nyt of my work i was so so tired..forced my eyes to be awake..
lucky vincent cover me..i waas mostly sitting dwn sorting out the bks while vincent stage the bks..
half of the time my eyes was closed..every 5 bks i sorted my eyes took lyk 2-3mins of rest..
thats how tired i am cause on the fri itself i went to yj trng in the morn n the thurs late evening i go pasirian trng and i went home lyk 5pm..
how much time i get to sleep when i hafta to turn up for work at 11pm..
very very dying..and den the not best part is that my thigh muscle n butt started to ache..
cldnt walk properly..till now i can feel the ache..haha
the people in my workplace are very very nice..
esp the new comers..they are 4rm la-selle..i think abt 6-7 of them..
my 1st impression of them was that all of them have quite long hair n they look lyk some rock band..haha..but they turned out to be very very nice pple..
hadi,wafi,ken,fern,lucy n darren(who btw look very much lyk alex) are very very nice pple too...
and the best manager we had overnyt is mei lian...tho she quite demanding in how much stock we hafta clear she helped alot la..
if not for her i will keep shifting the bks lyk nobody's business cause borders shleves are freaking tight cause they are so freakin alot of books there..
but now i am very much looking forward to my pay which is on the 8th dec..
i think its gg to be 2wks pay of my hardwork if am not arnd 300++ or 400++..
and the 1st thing i will buy is the customised knee brace at parkway parade which is being recommended by mr amir..haha..
i hafta invest some $$$ on my knee so it wun worsen..
cause i wana play for the league for pasirian and if possible adiv..wahahahaha..
and nowadays i dun seem to be eating alot la..its so irritating since i enjoy food!!..
how to eat when i come back home from work in the morn to sleep and wake up at 5 or 6pm den watch tv n go to work..
and my break is at 3am..obviously not much of choice to eat except for maggie noodles which i live on for the past days and mac..haha..

its a good thg that i got the job cause i dun waste my ass off at home n able to earn $$$..
oh yah oh yah..i hafta talk abt my outing to sentosa wif my great fren..haha..
actually we went there for her mum's family day outing..and she invited me..
den we got ntg to do and we rented bicycles..
sentosa lyk got no place to ride bicycle sia..its so boring la cycling at the same place again n again..
and the funny thg must happen..
we went to 7-11 to buy slurpee den when we wana ride the bicycle my fren found out she wasnt moving that fast n much to our surprose we discovered that her back tyre was punctured..wahahhahaahhaha..
its so so stupid..we got no clue how it happened..and poor thg she hafta walk her way to the bicycle kiosk while i conveniently cycled my way to the kiosk..wahahhhaha..
after that we went to play wif the luge..its so fun..haha..but the sky ride abit claustrophobic la..
heights scares me abit la..
but the luge thgy was fun..haha..
and there is this guy workin there keep teasing us n evn race us to the end of the luge ride..
he crazy la..but he rode the luge lyk so damn fast la tho we went 1st..haha..
a nice outing overall.....
since i wasted my chance of goin to penang trip wif the yj team..

i am tryin to get sufiyan's stick 2mr cause my 2 sticks are wif rury and how the hell am i to play fball wo stick 2mr...haha..
it feels nice to train again...
din expect the recent pasirian trng i went was nice..very enjoyable..
nw it feels lyk me atiqah farah n su lyk have some kinda chemistry and can play together..
its quite fun..but of course there are alot of improvements to be made la in the playup..

well apac is coming..dunno whether to go watch anot..
cause got only men's team..
abit not fun..
cause last yr most of the games i went are the ladies team matches..
and the funny part is that i din support spore most of the time n support japan evn tho me khad n su were sitting ryt behind the spore team..
damn funny la..
we keep cheering for chikae(abit lookalike of myriam)..wakakkaka..

i hate stupid pranks...

2006-11-01T13:44:00.000+08:00

after so so so long i am here..
was just too lazy to blog that somwtimes i wonder why i keep a blog..
alot of stuff has happened..

lyk me getting promoted at last!!!!
the feeling is jus so nice that after so long.
maybe only jabs will understand how we feel abt it..
got DDE wif C6 for GP....
surprisingly my mum din nag cause maybe in her heart she mus be sayin lyk at last i got promoted..
wahahahaa..
oni arnd 3-4 of the pple in my class din make it..
glad that vicky got thru tho hafta appeal to get advanced..
ridiculous man hafta write a letter of appeal jus to get a confirmation advancement tho ur got advanced..complicated..
am so sad abt rosey..
stupid school...

so boring that school is closed..
not doing anythg..maybe gg gym everyday n jus hang arnd starbucks after that..
yest there was this lady at starbucks near wheelock..
i was lyk saying to my fren that i wanted hot cafe mocha..
and the lady look at me n asked me if i will wan a free cafe latte instead..
cause she got this HSBC voucher of buy 1 get 1 free..
initially i hesitated cause i hv nv tried cafe latte b4 but since its free why not..
so i got a free cafe latte n bought a blueberry bagel wif cheese spread..
save $$$ there..haha
den i jus hang arnd wif my fren til 9+ at the starbucks..jus so bored to go home..

i feel rich nowadays cause its hari raya money collection..haha..
hvnt buy much on stuff except for starbucks..
all thanks to steph n geetha fault that the manhattan thingy is lyk postponed so many times..
cant wait to go manhattan and eat the seafood platter..
on the last day of sch when me n some of the classmates went for a movie outing, me n joy checked out the pricing of the manhattan..
and it seemed to be quite affordable..jus abit cheaper den fish n co..
that y n me n joy cant wait to go n eat there..it look so so nice..wahaha..
wanted to eat on last thurs but joy din have enuff $$$ and the guys wanted to eat the food centre..
so most of us settle wif eating the indonesian grilled chicken meal..quite nice la..
den off we went to watch the black dahlia at cine..
abit boring la the movie that i close my eyes for 5-1omins..
there were so much of talking that my brain jus shuts dwn..
and the part that makes me wake up was when the woman said she slpt wif anther woman..wahahahhaha..
the movie was rated M18 wif some sexual scenes but i dun c anythg..whahaha..
i sound lyk a pervertic but am not..haha...
after the movie we went to meet steph after so long of not seeing her and gossipping wif her esp abt her best fren..haha..

2mr i hafta go to vitz's fren hse pravin for a gathering..
think they gg to watch some shows..
actually its suppose to be 2day but i cant make it and they change the thg cause i cant make it 2day..
i am suck a troublesome kid..haha..
mayb b4 gg to pravin hse i go gym in the morning cause hafta meet wif vitz arnd 12 or 1pm lyk that..

oh yeah i am not gg for the penang trip..
blardy hell..
jus cause of some stupid exams..
if i dun take the exams i hafta repeat the whole semester of the course..that s crazi man
i plan so much of the trip n it jus gone..
irritating piece of shit..
cant play again for this year..
last year i cant play cause one of my leg is wrapped wif a brace..
freaking irritating la that cant play again..
jus so not my luck..
cant play wif ahsiew n redbag n some of the people in yj..
jus so so so so sad..hais...
nvm i will jus console myself n play by myself in my small 4 wall room..hahaha..
miss my sticks..its with rury..

2006-10-14T12:45:00.000+08:00

hello people..
been a long time..
was too lazy and busy to blog last few weeks/mths..
with promos long ended and jus waitin for the results to come out..
my only worry is only chem yeah..
i hate organic chem..so demanding to memorise so so many reactions..
feel so free after promos..
no need to study already till get the results la..
have been hogging wif my zen vision m..
i so gonna download alot alot of tv series n transfer it into the mp3..

and now is lyk the fasting month..
if i am not wrong hari raya will be in 2wks or less..
can get $$..
but now enjoy the food avail at geylang..
i probabaly went geylang 3times already..
1st wif hamiza n her bf den wif me mum..
and the 3rd was wif vitz tahka n syarif..
we went to geylang yest after floorball trng..
imagine running when u r fasting and resting wif 2min interval..
i reali felt my throat were inflammed and lyk i gonna die sia..
but nevertheless its a good n fun time spent wif the gals..
and yeah i know rury miss e alot..hope she reads this..
and after playing came mr ram..
keep pestering for the jersey $$ which all the tohtuckias have not paid yet..
haha..
he was lyk threatening us if we din pay up he wun let us play in the adiv next year..
cause nxt yr the age limit is being extended..
that s a good news but i feel that there is the negative aspect towards it..
its lyk training wif jill is going to be demanding wif no mistakes and alot of running..
and somewhere of other will get shoot-ed by her..
yah have to be alot alot mentally prepared and physically too..
cause i need to look lyk rury for the next adiv..wahahaha..
so yeah after fasting month reali reali hafta cut down the carbs n calories..
and start PT again wif alot of cardio and conditioning..

back to the geylang outing..
it was fun..
we found a place to sit in a coffeeshop n the funny thg was that we only bought water and not food..
when people were lyk frantically looking for place to sit n eat n drink..
we drank n eat hershey kissables..
we look kinda pathetic people..
when we were goin off after drinkin, there was this malay woman sayin to the family that we were only drinkin water and how did we survive wif no food..haha
its not that we not gona eat any food its jus that we going to buy the food at the bazaar and eat at banquet..haha
so at banquet we jus ate n talked..quite fun tho..
and before we went off we took pic at a very inconvenient retareded place..behind a construction site..haha..
crazy yeah..

got nothing else to blog now so i goin to go..
bye blog hope i come back soon..hahaha

2006-09-09T23:10:00.000+08:00

the sept 1 wk hols coming to an end.
most of the days r lyk used for sleeping.
and i think only spend 3-4hs average studying.
i think its not enough at all.am so doomed.
almost 4rm tues to fri i go gym.wahaha.
den will hang arnd starbucks studying for a while wif a grande hot choc as my companion.
seriously hafta buck up tho.

on thurs went to airport swensens wif my aunt n lil bro.
its supposedly to be celebrating my lil bro belated bdae.
i jus tagged along and enjoy the free treat i get 4rm my aunt.
alot of food is being ordered.
crayfish pasta,fish n chips,breaded chicken cutlet,grilled chicken salad,seafood chowder wif the soup in a bun and 2 ice cream tt me n my lil bro ordered.i think its cookies delight and some chocoholic ice cream.
feel damn bloated after that and i nearly wanted to puke la.
den headed to parkway parade to get my lil bro wallet.
and got some chips n tidbits 4rm giant sponsored by my aunt.haha.
and i am goin to be a selfish idiot and not share my food.wahaha.
cause only food makes me happy.

2day my time is spent on studying wif sister.
she taught me superposition,energetics and nuclear physics.
i din noe superposition and energetics r quite understandable la.
glad that she was patient enuff to teach me.
den we went to fish n co.
its a impromptu decision cause we din noe where to eat n i got xtra $$$ wif me so i think why not.
ordered the fish n chips cause nv try it before tho and sister ordered a seafood platter for one.
and i keep askin them for the butter lemon sauce lyk 4times.its nice tho.
and sister treated me to oysters.wee so good of sister.
after eatin n talkin, we went to kino to see some chi magazine.and went to stadium.
once again i made an impromptu decision to get a reebok trackpants.its grey in colour and i dun have grey.
so i jus buy it.and its got my size.
den sister left and i went to meet za serena n their classmates at paradiz.
wathcin pple play pool is quite fun.lookin at their blunders n hav a laugh at it.
am not being bad to laugh but its jus funni.wahaha
after tt headed to taka coffee bean to get a caramel latte and jus slack thr while crappin sm stupid stuff.

and i find out there is this pastry at starbucks that is called 'ugly chicken/curry puff'...
wahahaha..tt is lyk so funny la..wif the word ugly?..it looks quite delicious tho..so wat irony is that man..haha.

am gettin addicted to starbucks nowadays..am lyk buyin drinks 2-3times a week there la..
haha..well its good quality drink,so why not?..

at last i manage to do something wif someone's help.
tho its a stepping stone but i dun think it will ever be....
so back to the hopeless state?..

2006-09-04T20:57:00.000+08:00

2mr is goin to be a very very boing day..
tho its holidays..
i am lyk having maths WOKSHOP for integration failures..
and its 4rm 9am-5pm..
imagine sittin on the chair and havin to tolerate more than 6hs of maths..
wif oh so dear maths teacher..
i am goin to bring chem stuff there and study chem there when i am sick and tired of maths..
maths can be interestin AT TIMES and boring MOST OF THE TIMES..
rite steph?..wahaha..

am lyk totally contemplating whether to go eat mac early in the morn,
or go gym early in the morn beore my maths WORKSHOP..
but tt wil be lyk a rush la..
unless i purposely come late for class..haha..

am so in love wif intro step classes now..
its so fun ..
wif all the stompin and steppin and spinning..
haha..
mus get the routine rite la if not do wrong thing there and i will get paised-ed sia..
haha..
currently making the effort to go for intro step classes on sat 3.30-4.30
and on sun 3.40-4.40..
i wana got for ayesha's bodycombat class on wed butgot some silly chem xtra class la..
damn it la..ayesha's classes r lyk once in a blue moon la..and her classes good!!..

3 more weeks to promos..
nothing much covered..
am so dead..
pls dun die again..
tho i haf died twice and got reincarnated..

pls dun be useless and hopeless..
i feel so pathetic beggin to myself..
haha..

jay-i wana watch kabhi alvida naa kehna..u stupid bastard who keep postponing our mve date..
tell ur gf t i oni borowin u 4 awhile for the mve oni..haha..

i wan my rani...and my sushmita..and the list goes on and on and one..

2006-08-17T13:59:00.000+08:00

once again ended up in sch lib due to free periods..
too lazy to study..
my chem teacher is lyk so damn poor thg..
she kena shoot-ed alot of times in class..
wan to sae she blur-she is..
wan to sae she cute-she is..
haha..

had a friendly wif an ite team yest at ite tamp(a veri veri memorable place indeed)..
keep teasing rury n vitz abt ite tamp..
its the place where we were once enemies n now ended up wif them-hah..
i think its a combination of ite tamp n mac..
the flooring is superbly fantastic to play ice hockey..
practically sliding everywhr la..
cant stop properly and cant turn properly and cant run properly!!..
so irritated tt i decided not to go so much up front cz ltr cant run bck in time wif the slippery-ness..
and i fell off the boards!!..damn freaked man..
2 person jus pushed me n i so cant stabilise myself on the slippery court tt i fell..
and the whole row of the boards fell due to me..haha
i think i am suay when playin wif ite teams cause i fall over the boards b4 while playin wif ite mac..
the gal who pushed me was veri apologetic..
she kp apologising tho i sae its ok..funi..
started out as playin centre wif 5aside..
centre is so not my position cause i nv ever played tt position before..
so was quite blur n basically was running arnd lyk headless chicken gettin possession of the ball..
till sonia changed me to defender..
was quite relieved la..haha..
and the other prob our team faced during the match is tt we have significantly lack of players..
we have oni 7 outfield players????
its lyk 1 line wif 2 sub..
wah cant tahan sia..
when i wana line change its not enuff pple 2 change wif cz the other 2 sub kena changed..
and when kena changed aso i oni rested for lyk less den 1min..
reali tested the capacity of my fitness level sia..
i jus pass the ball dwn the line or loop the ball to the offensive side..
but well the final score was 4-1 if i am not wrong..
most of the ite goals r blindspot..
i very lost in blindspot marking..reali must improve on tt..

after tt am off to home cz i got a class..
thanks to jane n dee tt they lent me 20bucks for my taxi fare..
not bad leh the fare cost 16bucks inclusive of the $2 peak charge..

2day after my GP lesson will be headin to meet miza to get sm 'stuff' 4rm her..
den will go to CF..hope to see novi there..
and den meet ahsiew to get the phy n chem spa notes cause MI doesnt reali provide sufficient notes for my understanding..
its not sayin tt the notes not good..
its jus tt its not specific..

and i reali reali hope tt when i go home i will study..haha
got alot of hmwk suddenly..
there's maths application of integration for volume..
chemistry ionic equilibria-solubility..
and the chemistry mock spa of skillA coming up nxt tues which 20% is included in promos!!..
and the REAL ACTUAL spa for physics for skill C and D..
and GP's TJC P2(its 1/8 completed) and NYJC P1(0% completed)..
all of these i hafta complete by tis wk..

and also my tuition phy hmwk..physics of fluids..
tho i nv study the topic b4,i am lyk tryin to understd the topic..
so much to study but MOST of the times i will act tt i have no hmwk at all..haha..

i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..
i reali need to study..

2006-08-13T15:55:00.000+08:00

so many things happen tis past many days tt i din update my blog.

yest fireworks display was great.

will make the effort to upload the pics n try link it to my blog is i ever find out how to do so.

went wif my frens

we were basically kena sandwiched in the middle of nowhere la.

and i was sweatin lyk as if i jus ran 2.4km.

before gg to meet them, i went to gym.

and when i wana go shower,i nearly slipped.

but i nv fall la..

i din noe i cut my toe until i was lyk 'why is my toes so red?'..

and i cant stop the bleeding for 10mins la..

fucked up man..

lucky the woman taking care of the shower rm is kind enuff to get me a plaster.

den i was late to meet them for 1hr..

lucky they were very very patient pple..

so nice to catch up n tok my frens..

promos is lyk in 2mths i tink..

hvnt start studyin yet..

gotta plan a free day wif jay to watch the new hindi mve..

weeeeeee got my rani..pretty pretty..

den hafta meet up wif my pri sch fren,

since she'd been askin me to meet her..

feel bad when she asks then i cant go..haha

last floorball trng on tues..

sonia gg to be there..

the last fri chocolate cake was so damn nice la..

totally heavenly..

din evn tell my trainer i eat chocolate cake..

if not he will jus blow his muscles off n torture me sia..

and on wed is the fball photo taking..

lucky got bus provided to go there sia..

if not i will be so lazy to go dwn bartley every now and then..

2006-07-28T12:31:00.000+08:00

2day got parent teacher meeting!!..

wah jus hope i wun get in trouble wif my teacher..

and hope he wun mention abt fball..

if not i seriously die!!..

shall call singapore casket for a coffin for me..haha..

sm more i fail my chem leh..

oni got an A level pass for my maths..

sureli my mum will sae u do A level for 2yrs b4 still cant cope..

wat the hell am i to ans her ryt?..

so i jus pray my teacher wun tok nonsense and tt he wun tok much..

tts y purposely ask my mum go for the 5-6pm slot..

cause most of my classmates too are coming at tt time..

so yah jus hope nothing bad will happen..

and mayb 2mr x-country i not gg..

1stly am lyk sick..

the moment i enter my class, i feel more sick..

i tink its e aura the class has la..

den my mum aso sae no nd to waste time go for x-country..haha

so yah..

jus go get MC or write a freaking letter will settle everythg..

cause tis ridiculous sch i am in got veri veri fantastic rules..

they jus love detention and suspension..

haha..

gg bukit bato later wif vitz..

jus to topup my ez-link card and to eat chicken rice..

wat did i do tt they din do?

wat did they do tt i din do?

wat separates them apart 4rm ME?

i cant find the ans..

others cant reali tink of it too..

except for one..

2006-07-23T15:24:00.000+08:00

jus feelin tired now..

even postponed my make up tuition to nxt wk..

later gotta make my way to tamp cause

got a dinner gathering wif the mi team wif jill..

beore meetin wif jill, mayb me rury n vitz gg to

watch the league matches..

and now stupid vitz is lyk askin me wat am i to wear for the dinner..

ok its lyk not as if we gg to a formal ballroom dinner at a hotel..

funny pple..

she tol me she n rury wana wear cheongsam..

mad pple sia..

they tink everyday is racial harmony day isit?

weeeeee..

i went for my doc appt on the friday..

and he tol me my leg gettin better..

but he wldnt noe if its fully healed..

unless its swollen or something wrong..

and when he check me ligament he tol me its alrite in place..

but i still need to do alot of strengthening cause my leg still weak..

tt i am doing something to it..

went to bartley after tt for trng..

i feel bored playin suddenly..

i dun get the feeling in playin tt day..

i make alot of mistakes..

i just let the ball be tackled by opponents..

my shooting is totally out of target and weak..

paired wif dingjin in defence..

he tol me too tt i am unstable..

the passion is there,its just tt the feeling to play is not there..

wat is happening to me?..

i tink i will just set aside fball for awhile..

and all thanks to rosey..

who started a mass water splashing session..

tt my clothes got wet!!..

and hafta lent vitz my orange arena tee cause she got no top to wear..

since i got 3sets of clothes in my bag cz of the sleepover..

so hafta bath in sch b4 meeting ahsiew..

was late to meet ahsiew at paya lebar..

lucky she patient to wait for me..

we were lyk discussing how to get to mdm shelia place..

as we do not wish to get lost,

i called coach and ask him if he is kind and free to fetch us at pasir ris..

lucky he was just leaving his hse wif his wife n daughters n ask

us to wait for him at the whitesands sc..

coach car is quite nice..

got dvd n tv set insde the car seh..

cool huh..

and the eldest daughter was lyk singin in the car cause she was watchin

soem karaoke singing programmes in malay..

haha..

we reached mdm shelia place arnd 8+ i tink..

the food r all in the process of cooking..

the chef was serena..

i basically jus sit thr n wait for the food to be cooked and eat it..

haha..

the food are all veri veri nice..

got stingray..

sotong..

chicken..

prawns!!!!..

i and ahsiew evn fite wif jiajia for the prawns..haha

there is also the choc fondue again..

so nice la..

i lyk the choc..

eat tt alot too..

if my trainer ever noe i eat all this, i will jus die la..

myriam,ain n sm other gals left early..

and left me ahsiew za jiajia jiahui n serena slpin at mdm shelia hse..

at 1st we decided to watch the break-up..

wah i can swear the show is lyk so damn slow n boring la..

tho got my bestest galfren-jennifer aniston..

i nearly lyk gg to fall aslp la..

den we changed to basic instinct 2(its R-21)..

haha..

tho the story not very interesting..

we jus watch it till the end..

jus for the sake of watching the 'interesting' part..

den we proceed on to watchin tristan n isolde..

tt movie was quite nice..

its some kinda love story or smthg ah..

after the movie, the gals decided to talk..

duno wat rubbish they talk..

all i do was listen to them..

tts how productive i am in a conversation..

and the best thing is tt 4 pple share 2 mattress..

i was stiff lyk a log..

i was so scared tt if i moved i ill just hit the pple beside me..

who is za n serena..

haha..

and when i slpin i got elbowed za's head..

haha..well i din mean it..

i felt tt i hit her and i still go back to slp..haha..

and if i am not wrong i got kicked serena aso..

hahahaha..its not purposely la..

unsurprisingly, i was the last 1 to wake up as usual..

mdm shelia maid is lyk so good la..

cook pancakes for us..

keep askin if wan some more..

i tink i ate 4 pancakes..thats pretty alot..

went home after tt arnd 10+..

was suppose to meet yan n vitz at tamp but i decide to jus go home..

i too tired and i hvnt study yet or do my homework..

and i jus remembered tt i hav not passed up my chem hmwk..

my teacher is so gonna kill me..she already reminded me la..

i totally 4get to gv my chem rep the hmwk n rushed to my appt..

cause the stupid phy test help me up till 2pm..

btw, i got more than 70% for the test..

so tt means i no need go for the phy extra class..

i will jus die of boredom if am forced to go to the phy extra class la..

when i cant even stand 1 period of normal phy lesson wf my teacher..

its too dreading and taxing tt i hafta go thru tt process..

its lyk 3.52pm now..and am suppose to meet the gals at 5pm at TAMPINES..

damn far place la..gosh..a long journey..

hope i can update some photos soon..

cause i super duper damn lazy to upload photos to the com..

selamat tinggal..

2006-07-21T12:14:00.000+08:00

feel so full now..

eat lyk alot la in sch..

in the morn its 1 choc donut,

1 raisin bun n 1 milo..

after the racial harmony celeb,

i go buy 2 green apple..

yumyum..

den waited for the PW break..

and eat laksa+chicken+dessert

and 2cups of milo..

haha..

alot ryt?..

but nvm adiv end alrdy..

now waitin for phy test to start at 1pm..

den after tt rush to alexandra hosp

for my leg appt..

den rush once again to bartley for fball..

they havin some friendly match..

well i thot i can jus kp away 4rm fball after adiv..

but jus so tempted to play la..

and later for the doc appt i am so

gonna lie to my doc la tt i hvnt start sports yet..

cause he tol me tt i can only start sports

after 1 yr after my operation..

but as a stubborn idiot i am i play after 4-5mths

after my operation..

if my mum ever noe abt tis, i will so

be in a hot boiling soup seh..

nvm..

the truth doesnt if she duno abt it..

haha..

den after tt rush AGAIN to pasir ris(i think)

to meet ahsiew to go mdm shelia hse..

for some bbq and overnite stay tt

ahsiew manage to persuade me to go for..

and i manage to cheat my mum for

me to overnite..

haha i sure die go hell sia..

weeeee so happy..

at nite can eat again..

weeeeeee.................

i obtained a quote abt defendin in the new paper last wk the day b4 adiv..

"Defending is about reading interceptions and tackling

without having to chop an opponent down unnecessarily."

but sometimes in a moment of desperation and anger,

i intentionally jus push my opponent la..

haha..damn bad seh..

but wat to do? its part of the game..

u will be pushed..and u will push..

2006-07-20T14:12:00.000+08:00

lemme now story abt adiv...
since i got 1hr more to go waitin 4 gp to start...

1st day(MI vs NJC)

the game is rather slow..
expect it to be lyk fast la..
since njc player r hockey players..
and their stamina is lyk mad dogs..
nj had the opening goal..
and i so thot we were in trouble..
till........
vitz passed the ball to rury in the middle..
and the ball rocketed in the goalpost..
yay for us..
but tt came wif a price..
its vitz knee..
i din c the goal cz i was lookin at vitz fallin..
damn scary sia..
lucky we got sonia to help vitz..
and i tink 2nd period rosey scored..yay
but happiness was not long until nj scored again..
the tension was so blardy rising..
and i lyk so lost during the game..
got commented alot n kena benched by jill..
for the silly n stupid mistakes i made which
sometimes i dun evn noe of..
but nvm..
well den in the 3rd period....
i tink its arnd 4mins left..
after bench-warming for 2-3mins,
jill ask me play forward..
and i was lyk "wat"..
i dun evn play forward b4..
its too weird of a position..
i duno whr to run..
tol myself to get the momentum goin at least..
and then some inspiration hits me..
i got a board pass 4rm 'god-noes who'..
and just tried to shoot 4rm the right corner..
and luckily it went in..
i thot the keeper saved it but yah it went in..
ok its suppose to be happy..
den i got another inspiration and scored after 1+min..
well i guess it was luck..
but mostly during the game i feel more of trauma
and pressure rather than feelin happy of scoring..
mayb its i try too hard not to create mistakes
that i create it and din evn notice and
for tt i get screwed big time..
then again, jus take it in and make it as a learnin experience..
and so, the final score is 4-2..

2nd day of gals comp(MI vs RJC)

tis yr rj batch dun reali run as mad as last yrs..
so its good tt i dun nd to run unnecessarily to get away 4rm them..
we scored alot la..
until duno who scored aso..
i tink got rury surinder vitz n me..
the goals kp on coming and coming..
til i duno whther to go out n celebrate every goal..
so yah..
i tink its quite an easy win for us..
evn 2-3sec b4 the game ends i tink jabs scored..
cool ryt..haha
weeee...jabs scored!!
so yah the final score is 8-0

MI vs IJC

well tis match is quite interesting..
they played quite defensively..
keep holdin the ball behind and alwas deliver a long pass
to the forward waitin behind the defenders..
cheeky!!..
until i blur whther to stand in frnt or behind the forward la..
but still they manage to penetrate our defence and scored 3 goals..
but but..
we got our motivation from the rj match n scored 6goals..
and the scorers are once again rury vitz n me..
so yah the final score is 6-3..

and so we hafta meet mj in the semis.............

SEMIS-MJ vs MI

tis match is damn intense and rough match..
pushed lyk so many pple and got 1min penalty too..
cause i pushed tho intentionally..
both teams r hungry..
but the more hungrier team wins..
and its mjc..
we got a defence miscomm and lost
possession of the ball..
and gave away 1 goal to mj..
unfortunate but true..
luck wasnt on our side and
mayb we r jus not prepared enuff mentally or physically?..
din manage to get our momentum back fast..
only manage to get it 5mins when its gg to end..
alot of chances yet fruitless..
well..
tho sad to sae mi lost to mjc..
mjc did deserve to win..
so yah final score 1-0....

and we went against NJC(again)
and yj went against mjc(again)

3rd/4th placing (MI vs NJC)

we made quite a no of mistakes tt allow
njc players to take evn a simple shots
to the keeper..
we manage to tie wif them in the 3rd period..
as usual..
i got benched for some time..
cause i wasnt focused enuff..
how to focus sia?
i got a very low conc level la..haha..
jill put me as forward again for the last 4mins..
but sadly i jus cldnt get it..
the motivation and inspiration wasnt thr..
my shooting suddenly become haywire..
its just not right..
so the final whislte blew..
and so penalty was it tt we had to take
to decide the 3rd placing..
i just hate penalty..
it jus suck..
the takers were atiqah rury n me..
we were jus so not prepared to take penalty..
i din expect tt we hafta face penalty..
the 1st 2 takers of both mi n nj din go in..
but the last nj player manage to get the ball in the net!!
blardy man..
i felt damn scared..
cldnt focus much..
wif the noise and all..
and so me went to take the stupid penalty..
and it din evn go in anywhr near the goalpost..
i felt so freaked shocked n lost
i became damn blur..
i totally became stoned..
cldnt register in my head wat jus happen..
wat a shitty feelin..

its too such an unfortunate incident..
i break it..
hais..

nxt time i am so not gg to take penalty AGAIN!!!!...
yucks..

so now i got a 4th placing medal, 1st placing medal abnd 3rd placing medal for
my whole journey of adiv in yj n in mi..

and and congrats to yj for emergin 1st yet AGAIN..
weeeeee felt so happy for them..
tho i dun watch their finals..

well now i gg to put floorball aside
and try to study for promos..
cause for midyr..
i got a lousy F for chem..
which i oni study for 2hrs the nite b4..
got AO for phy..
which i din study at all!!..
and C for maths..
which i study for 2hrs the nite b4 too..
some more our midyrs r during the adiv sia..
but nvm..
and last but not least i failed GP..
got 41/100..
duno how i can fail GP in MI
and pass GP in YJ..
so myterious..
so now hafta study alrdy.
esp chem..
so many organic reactions to rmb..
and same goes for phy wif the formalas to be remembered..
so boring..
but wat to do tis is life..

and i will try to update the photos..for adiv also..
din take much photos cause i damn lazy..

i goin off to GP now..
so friggin boring la..
argh..

2006-07-14T12:36:00.000+08:00

have so many things to say abt the adiv..

but now i in sch,waiting to go off to bartley

god-noes for wat..

so i shall update abt the adiv soon..

just penalty and i broke it and totally lost it thereafter.........

2006-07-05T17:24:00.000+08:00

weeee...

nowadays i am lyk so damn lazy to blog..

so many stuffs had happened..

dunno where to start..

maybe lets start wif my midyr exams!!..

had chem paper 2day..

its quite disasterous!!!..

din reali study 4 the blardy subj cz was

busy watching world cup n slpin..

gg to have phy test on tis coming fri..

and maths on nxt tues..

must study for phy n maths so that

when my mum see the results wun be so bad..

haha..

now abt floorball..

hais..

2mr is adiv..

scary..

hais..

excited?..

tho our grp got rj,ij n nj..

just aim to not concede any goals

against any of the teams..

esp when i am the defender..

if i ever concede a goal..

whoa i cant imagine wat i will get sia..

i will jz get traumatised man..

i nd to focus..

i nd to be oblivious wif the surrounding to play well..

i nd to pass accurately dwn the line!..

i nd to shoot whenever there is a chance..

i nd to step up!!..

speed vision..

no fear..

use hip n thighs not body!!..

focus..

try to enjoy the game as much..

focus..

now i am no9..

errr no choice cause no10 is not my freakin size..

f*** la..

err nvm its not the no its the player..

accordin to some person's saying..

most importantly avoid injury!!..

stop properly..

activate muscles at the right time..

dun fall stupidly on court!!..

hahaha..

well went to bukit merah sec ytd wif vitz to watch bdiv semis n finals..

the kc gals done well n proud!!..

could have won merahans..

but nvm they persevered enuff to win against BTS..

its a good team effort 4rm them!!!..

tho they deserved more than 3rd..

and the gals r so good..

gave mamee la..

haha..

cant eat tt now mans..

i shall eat the mamee aftr adiv..

haha..

man i beta go slp now..

so i can watch world cup at nyt..

and be able to wake up to go 4 physio at 10am..

den head to tohtuck to meet the gals to go to NTU..

oh man..

2006-05-22T08:31:00.000+08:00

20/05/2006 (SAT)

its the MI carnival day..actualli vicky suppose to fetch me at 6am near my hse..geetha called n i tol her my dad will send me wif the rice cakes n the satay at 7am..too tired veri hard to wake up to..woke up at 630am and ask dad to hurry up to send me to school..since the guys have set up the fire bbq place somewhere behind the school..the bbq-ed satay was nice!!haha cause am the 1 who cooked it la..suddenly came a shortie and destroyed our fire and said tt the way we set fire is wrong n he set it up but it ended up all the charcoal turnin white and its not hot..how to cook!!!!!!stupid sia..came ms loke and help to do the charcoal..haha..
waited for jay n deepa..well jay got a motive tho of goin to the carnival if not he will not even bother abt the carnival..and came dhivyah..she asked me to contribute $2 to the gladiating of the DM..when i refused to gv her, she screeched to the whole world tt i was stingy..wahlau damn malu sial..and tt stupid jay n deepa laughed lyk nobody business la..stupid fools..in the end i did gv her the $2..was too pitiful of her..haha..
the food at the carnival is not bad la..rury's stall sellin some choclate stuff is nice..haha..and basically i drank alot of water tt day..why buy food when my class is sellin food ryt?haha..i am not benig cheapskate..haha..the game stalls r lyk not interestin tho..
'suddenly', jay came out wif a stupid idea of me gladiating deepa!!..just because of...............because of jay being our good fren we agreed and me n deepa agreed tt we shld not hit hard..but when we were up on the stand i just hit her hard and make her fall..haha..cause the floor of the balloon thg was wet..hahahah..evils.......
saw alot of pple at the carnival tho..hmmm....
after the carnival went town wif jay and we sat at our usual place for 2-3hours till he decided to drink..it was so late min la..haha..well as usual we tok nonsense and went off arnd 10pm..cause i need to be back home b4 my parents get back home..
din exactly finish the coupons tho..but jay shld noe how much i spent just on THAT stall because of.........(fill in the blanks urself jay)..
actualli 2day got interhse floorball at yj but i have to forgo it since i have to help out to cook the satays..thot can ref teh matches..and heard peirce did well!!!haha yay!!..and on mon is the semis and finals i tink..i will definitely be goin for the interhse to support for them..haha..

2006-05-15T08:51:00.000+08:00

HApPy biRtHdaY tO MysELf

3pple have wished me since the morning..the 1st was jay followed by tahka and paintbrush..haha..i cant feel lyk as if its a happy day..i feel normal tt its my bday..

think got something wrong wif me sia..haha..

well am gonna ask my mama for K750i, an adidas running shoe and adidas bag 4rm her..haha..oh yes oh yes and she is gg to buy me 3/4 adidas pants for me too..yay!!..

and later aftef school after goin to hougang i am goin to find somethg for my mum for

a belated mama's day prezzie cause ytd nv get the chance to go out buy anythg due

to my pergas exams and tt i was feelin sick seh..i tink i just get her roses or sunflower bouquet as usual..i lazy go arnd and find a gift ah..haha

man i got alot to update tis past few weeks cause am too damn lazy to go online or update my blog..well start of wif sports day..well am suppose to be in zircon but i ended up sittin wif jabs at the onyx side..and anw i nv wear the house tee and oni wear the pe tee wat..so who cares as no1 noes..haha..and luckily i got bring my pe tee cause on tt day itself got the discus event which got cancelled the other time due to time constraint..i basically just throw the discus anyhow la..i dun reali care abt the sports day in MI tho..dun feel lyk its a sports day to me..haha..well the discus event got quite a no of competition..i guess i was lucky tt i got 2nd wif a throw of 17.25m..nvm will get a better throw next year round..haha..so tis is wat i got for the overall sports day..

javelin_3rd

discus-2nd

shotput-2nd

the trophies i got was lyk so errrr..stickers were pasted on the trophy..my goodness..and my javelin sticker got lost..stupid la..i dun blame the gal who helped me take the trophy la..good enuff tt she go take the trophy for me seh..i was damn lazy and paiseh to take the trophy..haha..i shall find the gal 1 day and thank her for helpin me take my trophy..haha..

oh ya oh yah the most important thg tt i found out during sports day is tt my cutey ******s is in the same house as me!!!haha..wat a mere coincidence..was lyk tryin to figure out wat house 'its' was in but i din expect 'its' to be in my house..haha..and 'its' look totally different..looks better of course..duno wat 'its' do la ah to 'its'self..haha..okok end of story for sports day..

a saviour came to rescue..

unexpected, unknowing

tt this will happen

hope everythg goes well

i see a ray of light at least

wif alot of hope coming by

to suceed comes wif alot of

sacrifices.

saviour sae that

sacrifices are painful.

make sure wif the sacrifice made

sucess can be obtained!!

so excited for 2mr..whoeva is an obstacle for 2mr's event ur life will be so miserable thinkin tt u were nv born..haha..hear this pple..

if u dun wan to make a joke for urself do something that will benefit you and the others..dun just be contented wif wat u have tt will pull u down..

2006-04-28T12:10:00.000+08:00

in sch now..as usual bored..not having any lesson cause its suppose to be PW period..so basically slacking in the library..
ltr have sports javelin heats..hope can win la..duno the standard in this school's javelin how the pple all throw..
den will head off to bartley to train wif the gals..so limited equipments la..guess we just have to make do wif what we have..hope the training will go off fine..and i will drag RURY to go training after the heats..
tis past few days i have been sleepin the moment i get home..gosh..hafta start studying alrdy..lyk no motivation..i must tink of NTU..yesyes i must get in to NTU..haha..den go in the chemical engineering or bioengineering..or the sciences course..
and hope yan will go into NTU wif me den we can join the floorball team there 2gether..haha so i wun be so paiseh if i go alne ryt in the future..haha..
this is so scary..adiv floorball is coming so fast..just hope the team are reasy mentally and physically mans..
so happy tt there will be on xtra 'off' day on mon..as usual i will go california..haha..den maybe find pple to go out wif..
now i craving to eat newton..stupid jay so slow wana go newton..arrrrr i wana eat the bbq stingray,bbq prawns,bbq sotong,sambal kangkong and the cockles..ohhhh so sedap..shiok shiok..now i making myself drool..

2006-04-24T08:37:00.000+08:00

so bored now in school..once again having MT break for 2 periods..so bored so bored..sure later gonna pon PE wif geetha..according to her its lyk an insult if i ever ask her if she is gg to pon PE anots..haha..
and now am suppose to do my maths NUMERICAL METHODS assignments and CARBONYL tutorial..as u all can see an undisciplined idiot lyk me wil nv do my hmwk evn tho i got free time cause i am just pure lazy and am feelin damn sleepy now cause came back home at 11.35pm ytd and since i cant slp, i cook for myself maggie noodles and watch harry potter..haha
ytd's match was quite satisfactory esp for the osb team..they have shown great improvement since the last time they played..the play seems to be nicer tho they got quite a no of chances to score but they have shown great determination and perserverance in the game against moosettesz..tho moosettesz seem kinda slack..
the bestest game is the nhac vs swiss match..its just so damn nice..esp wif tan chee ming, who me n sufiyan called him gurkha, he scored 2 wonderful magnificent goals wif angle tt is so small!! its just WOWed me alot alot..haha..both teams played good..passes are nice and the shots too!!haha..

2006-04-23T00:11:00.000+08:00

was halfway watchin 'the cinderella man' til i decide to go online
since my stupid big bro is NOT usin the com..
shall continue watchin it after i go offline..
its quite a nice show tho..
actuali 2day,which is 22/4(sat),was headin to california at arnd 2pm til
paintbrush msg me and asked me if am at california..
tol her i am on my way thr..
so i tol myself wat the heck,meet her n normah at heeran and den
we sat at cine BK and talked nonsense stuff abt sch n other stuff till 4pm..
so in the end i din go california :(
cause am suppose to meet jay at parkway to buy his clothes and to see the knee brace..
i tol myself nvm tho if nv go for tis time cause its not everyday i can meet up wif them
when i can go california almost everyday of thee week..haha
miss them alot!!..when paintbrsh ask me if she can hug me, i just ignored her..
haha so mean ryt..well i dun reali lyk to get touchy wif pple..

jay was so nice 2day to treat me Q and ferrero!!haha thanks alot my man!!!!!!!
after parkway we went to slack at our usual place of taka..

21/04/2006 (FRIDAY)

i think mI is quite dumb n retard..they actually celebrate friendship day..
so stupid man..the performance put up was damn atrocious..
esp the dance being done by 1 arts class of the yr1s..they r lyk dancin lyk as if
they clubbin man..yucks..its a damn disgustin dance i ever seen..haha..
and the best part is tt since the hall is small and cant have an organised seating,
we can sit anywhr we wan..
so the moment i c my cutey ******s, i drag most of my classmates to see near 'its'..
haha..so tt for the rest of the performance, iwun be bored to death la..haha
after the performance, its physics..the most boring subj ever cause the teacher is damn
boring and do not know how to teach properly..so basically for the whole period,
i just sit and stone in class..
after physics, i got free period cause the class got PW..so slack ah every fri..
went to mee yan b4 trng to get his stick cause he wans to sell it
and rury wans to try the stick b4 buyin secondly 4rm him..
trng was as usual..sureli got the unhappiness and unwillingness drg trng..
duno why..hais..

after gals trng is guys trng..so i just play arnd wif my stick n sit dwn outsd the railing and see the sun setting..saw redbag wif 1 of my top ten..haha..wah she smiled at me..although i takut sikit..haha..
den off to adam wif vitz..ate the prawn noodles thr..quite okok la..wah i tink ah i gg to not lose wgt seh if i kp eatin..

2006-04-20T13:48:00.000+08:00

havin MT break now..chckin up some points for my essay writing so i can do the essay easier later and pass it up and just get outta the bloody sch ASAP!!!!..and head to california..
ytd went to physio..was late..my therapist sae my operated knee is 92% back to the normal strength and she was lyk askin me if i hav started trng..and i just plainly lied to her that i hvnt started trng yet..den she tol me tt i can only start off wif light/moderate intensity trng..can run or sprint but not sudden turnin/twisting!!..and i asked her to chck my left knee if the meniscus/ligament is torn or wat and she tol me its ok..mayb its overuse of muscles tt it felt painful..haha..was so damn happy..UNTIL..wen i go to watch a yj hockey match at delta tt yj lost obviously wif ahsiew n jiajia..and jabs came in later..wen we r abt to leave the bloody delta i hafta c some pple..argh..wtf!!!its lyk so irritatin..kp lookin at me..fuck ur eyes la..

got a salming short from coach..its only 12bucks leh..its SALMING..haha..damn nice..tho is black n its common tt i got a lot of fbt black n adidas shorts..

life is so dull........

2006-04-11T21:34:00.000+08:00

2dae seem to be a blur day to me..was always in a daze evn in class..din evn do my maths assignment and end up playin floorball in the class..so not disciplined sia..haha..but heck haha..well my common test is okok wat..so can afford to slack abit la..no harm..
maths-B
physics-E
chem-AO
haha..i nv study man for all the test..at most i look thru the notes for 1-2 hrs for each subjects..nvm can do better next time provided i study la..hafta quickly find my motivation and inspiration to study sia..
trng was a bit dumb shit..i am sucha fuckin stubborn dumbass who cant resist oneself to train evn tho my meniscus is painful!!..haha..drills still the same old boring injury prone drills..irritating..i seriously am very blur 2day..when playin match, my ball control was totally bad tt i kp losing it everytm!!..wah duno why..not concentrating enuff i guess..din score 2day but nvm still assist hidayah's goal..haha..good job hidayah..she reali improved alot la..reali proud of her..haha..
during the drills i tried to shoot 4rm the hall court and it went in the top right hand courner!! its so damn cool la..haha..my superb slapshot tt i am tryin to master!..but D say tt the finishing she felt tt my ball was losing power..well i tink i agree wif her..so hafta train the arm muscle so the shot will be more powerful..and hafta train my accuracy also..haha..so tis means physical is not so important as skill..hahahaha
tis stabil is so nice!!!!!!i want!!!!!!!but can only be found in germany!!!!smbody pls go germany for me and buy me the shoe!!!!!
and tis is the blue 1...very nice also ah..and 2 of my top10 has this shoe!!haha..

2006-04-10T22:48:00.000+08:00

so long nv blog..abit lazy and the com alwaz kena occupied by either my small or big bro..as usual wkends was occupied wif fball match..
watched moosettesz vs NTU, which we arrived late!!!thanks to myriam who ask us to wait for her cause she din noe how to get there..so blardy irritating la..pest..i hafta miss seeing 2periods of my top10 play..argh!!!!!..and sm more they lost the match 5-1 to moosettesz of course..den my top10 seem so sad..haha so sorry i cant go there and console her..haha
den its the interesting match of the league..osb vs pinkies..actually pinkies deserve to win cause they show much more determination and resilience in their play..it seem tt their attacks r much more den osb..osb standard has dropped..sorry to sae this tho..but tho osb won by 1 goal difference and the goal difference which they scored was not magnificent at all..its just pure luck..but i shall be firm wif my stand tt pinkies deserve to win den osb..love maisarah's long ball..damn nice and perfect!!!
went to eat at the food court wif sufyan after tt..and off to home..i still tink pinkies shld win!!!!

fri trng was lyk shit always!!!..kena talked by gary if we not happy wif him or wateva he is doin wich r damn nonsense la the drills..wateva la..ask us to put our thumb in our mouth n suck it..he tink i baby isit?get a life ah..and he approached me to ask me if i am playin for adiv..i mean its lyk HELLO r u actin stupid or u just dun wan me in ur team..why the fuck am i gg trng and why the fuck am i strengthenin my knee?-to waste my blardy time and waste adiv isit??..dun u ever think tt i'm so desperate to get into the team cause i know i will have a spot there cause i know i have the skills and qualities and experiences den the other players..get into ur fuckin head tt I AM GOOD even wif my still-injured knee!!!!!..if not how can i ever score two goals from the half line wif my kronstrand stick, dont sae its by luck cause its not and i din evn use much of fitness to get tt kinda shots on goal??!!!...deal wif it tt fball smtms doesnt need much fitness..for wat if u have fitness and cant play for nuts, so u just basically run after the ball and get the ball and lose it thereafter..stupid ryt?yucks wateva.......
i tink i over exerted my meniscus abit cause i feel pain after playin..but during play i din feel much..haha..nvm i shall rest and not play for 1-2weeks..pls pls pls restarin myself from playin..tell urself its 4 ur own good..abit of rest means alot to the knee!!..listen to ur leg not ur head!!hahaha..did ice therapy for the past few days..hope it will be well..haha..

2006-04-05T08:58:00.000+08:00

now i am in the stupid MI library cause i pon-ning PE lesson wif 41 and 48..haha..its so damn boring la to go 4 the lesson..alrdy i am in MC but the teacher asked me to join any sports game..if the sports game r all interestin also nvm la..they got volleyball, hockey(yucks!), basketball and netball..so damn freaking lame n boring la..if got FLOORBALL also nvm sia at least more interesting..i wun mind if i were to play alne or watso eva..haha..so here i am bloggin in the library..alrdy when i reach home i rarely use the bloody com cause my stupids idiots bros will be usin the farkin com playin dota or watesoeva..irritants..

yest trng was damn bored..i din feel lyk trng at all..i felt pissed and turn off when i see shortie..argh..din evn care to play much n properly..fuck la..dun wish to comment much on the trng tho there's alot to comment abt..just show the wateva face in trng can alrdy..

2006-04-01T12:51:00.000+08:00

so glad tt 2day is a saturday..its floorball match day!!haha..well actually am supposed to get ready by now to go out but am still sitting on a chair typing blog in the computer when its already 1pm when the match starts at 2pm..

2pm Moosettesz v Millennia Skools OSB Youth
4pm Millennia Skools OSB Owls v Pasirian Scheqaz
6pm Tampines East Titans v NTU Tempest
8pm NUS Jupitans v Motorola Pink Flamingoes

not so sure if i will stay till 8pm to watch the pinkies but they play quite well wif maisarah and azlinda..but of course i will watch the 6pm match..my top10 playin..haha..and i do have hope for the pasirian gals tt they MIGHT make it but actually i will have expect them to be knocked out cause hello they r lyk playin against OSB..its THE club wif veri good play-ups and teamwork..

but lastly am just glad tt common test is over tho i din study for it..esp for maths n physics..well to me the physics SPA was a breeze but i din tell tt to my classmates la ltr they tink i sm kinda stuck-up asshole..haha..i done tt particular experiment in YJ before so yup its quite easy for the setting up and all yah including the calculations..i hope the teacher will consider gvin me full marks for skillB..haha..

after physics spa went to california again..haha..almost everyday tis week have been gg thr..but not 2day cause my muscles r damn aching..haha..the personal training on thurs just trigger my muscles to soreness..its lyk my trainer is so cruel..he's draggin me everywhr in the gym n w/o me resting..before i cld even have a breather he was lyk 'ok faster come wif me and catch up'!!!i mean its lyk hello do u see me panting n my muscles aching..he basically make me so malu in the gym tt he have to shout to count the reps and pple around us were lyk lookin and i just smile lyk as if everythg is fine..argh..and the best thg is tt he sae tt i cant even eat sambal fish!!omg..wat am i gg ot eat when most of the times mum cooks tt!!dun tell me am suppoes to eat sandwiches everyday..alrdy buyin a sandwich at subway cost lyk $5..so damn expensive and i am still hungry la..haha..

ytd's trng was short..cause we have to give way to the guys since they got frenly wif swiss cottage..trngis becomin boring n boring wif tt stupid shortie not doin anythg but gvin the guys more playin time..i mean its lyk wth..we gals r also gg to adiv la..n WE GALS have more chances den the guys to win the adiv la..but no stupid shortie is just plain biased and stupid..i am just so pissed wif him tt he put the guys ahead of us..well now tt he is no-called not our coach cz the gals trng on fri now is gg to be 4rm 2pm to 4pm..tt means the tohtuck gals have to basically FLY to bartley for trng!!..and we r gg to train on our own..n tt stupid shortie can evn ask the guys to train us..i was lyk huh the guys??..n now we gals r gg to boycott the guys n not listen to them and train on our own which is better..haha..i am just lyk so pissed when i heard tt ytd..fuck la wateva..

i guess i better go bath now before am late to watch the matches..haha..

2006-03-28T18:55:00.000+08:00

chem common test is a disaster.
even tho i studied it for 2+hrs the nite before.
haha just that i need to get some marks so my chem teacher wun tink i din study for it.
but i din evn study for physics test.
i studied physics after chem.
physics is quite manageable.
am able to do it tho i nv study that much.
of course hello i have been going thr the topics for 2 yrs.
of course i will at least memorise and know some parts.
den after physics, went to california fitness.
and did cross-training for 1hr.
and mum applied for me 12 lessons of personal training.
so that i will know more about workout and
i asked the trainer to train on my stability and strengthening.
the trainer is quite nice.
he got 3 separate ligament operations!!!
i was like OMG.....
he actualli took 1yrs to fully recover and
he got injured time and again after playing soccer.haha
i hafta study for my maths soon.
i hope i will have the motvation to study for maths later.
cause wif the common test being 2mr
and i hvnt even study a single shit....
haha....

tis wk sucks......i dun even get to see MY CUTEY ******S.....
not evn for a moment....argh.....tts y i got no motivation...
haha

well 2mr i am gg to california again..haha...
i lyk got nthg to do ah gg ym almost everyday....
haha

2006-03-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

ytd(sat) is a good day!!..i match sect for the pasirian gals match..and the referee happen to be tiger and WIDYA!!..haha..seem tt widya is a nice person..haha crappy..the most boring match tt i ever match sect was the pasirian vs fc squirettes..gosh the match is so damn slow..and the shots the pasirian gals took were mostly off target and if its on target the score will be more den 7goals man..haha..
after tt watched innebandy vs nhac tre while eatin my long john..haha..veri interestin match..haha..me n raf keep makin fun of tis no.13 nhac tre player and call him gurkha cause when he is on court he will usuali get the possession of tha ball and he;s god damn GOOD la..his backhand shot is superb!!!..
jennifer and azlinda asked me to match sect their flamingoes match but so sori tt i hafta go off..so sori guys..they pratically begged me but i seriously hav to go to meet my mum at california..i will be dead if am late..haha..
2day is freakin boring cause had religious class from 2.30-6pm..for the whole time i was msgin jay and rury..haha hafta thank them for keepin me company an entertainin me while am damn bored in the class and was dozing off to slp la..haha..
but for now am off to watch charmed episodes...when 2mr is my common test coming and i have not even studied a single shit!!!!!!!!!!!haha..am so dead..its either i study abit of organic and physics 2nite and continue wif them and matchs 2day..hahaha..but muz watch charmed 1st cause the episodes r gettin exciting..and saddening at the saem time cause leo have to be forzen if not he will be dead cause of some stuff abt destiny..

10.09pm

2006-03-23T21:55:00.000+08:00

MY BIGGEST ACHIEVENT EVER!!!!
WORKING OUT FOR 65MINS NON-STOP.....
22/3-50MINS 7052STRIDES 7.19KM(DISTANCE) 659.9CALORIES
23/3-65MINS 9418STRIDES 9.10KM(DISTANCE) 822.4CALORIES
I LOVE THE GYM@CALIFORNIA FITNESS.....

its very motivating to workout when there are so many pple arnd you exercising..while listening to my mp3 and watching the melbourne games..

i went for GP cause it seem tt vicky and geetha aso went..damn bored la..haha..ended only 3mins b4 time..den i saw MY CUTEY ******S!!!!! MY CUTEY ******S SMILED AT ME!!!SO HAPI..wanted to catch up wif ITS but jabs came abit late and evn tho we walked fast 2wrds the bustop, ITS wasnt thr!!i tink ITS ran outta sch even b4 the bell rings..haha..but at least i got to see ITS 2day!!! so hapi till i cant sae how hapi i am..haha..smiles..

posted at 10.10pm

2006-03-23T13:44:00.000+08:00

so damn bored now.deciding whether to go for GP lesson at 3pm.but technically i can go out of this miserable school cause i dun take MT..so now here am i rotting lyk shit in the library playin the com and waitin for jay to come online after he come back 4rm his lunch..school sucks as usual..during chem tutorial, i pretended tt i have my common test ques paper which i din have it at that moment cause i din bring it and hvnt even do it yet!!..so dumb la..ms chan(the chem teacher) thought i had the paper and ask kaiman n steph to join me as they too din have the paper..so basically i sit there wif them doin ntg and just listening to ms chan talk..din evn understand wat the hell she was toking abt la..haha..my organic chem sucks and i am not even doin anythg abt it..slack sia..no motivation to study at all..
i have a veri depressing and miserable life..early morn alrdy b4 gg sch in the car my mum nag and nag n nag in the blardy car!!omg..cant take it man..wateva she said i jus smiled to myself..i tink she noe tt i am not even listenin to a single shit of hers and lookin at the surroundings and smiling to myself..she keep talkin nonsensical stuff abt sch, fball and yadda yadda..wateva!!!

and i cant listening to the song 'i'm beautiful' by james blunt..haha its nice..

i nv c my cutey ******s 2day upclose..oni see 4rm far..duno why cant see evn tho the school is so damn freaking small la..useless!! argh..my cutey ******s is my inspiration in school and the only thg tt can make me smile--haha..

posted at 1.40pm

2006-03-23T00:13:00.000+08:00

"You're Beautiful"

My life is brilliant.

My love is pure.

I saw an angel.

Of that I'm sure.

She smiled at me on the subway.

She was with another man.

But I won't lose no sleep on that,

'Cause I've got a plan.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

Yeah, she caught my eye,

As we walked on by.

She could see from my face that I was,

Flying high,

And I don't think that I'll see her again,

But we shared a moment that will last till the end.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

I saw your face in a crowded place,

And I don't know what to do,

'Cause I'll never be with you.

You're beautiful.

You're beautiful, it's true.

There must be an angel with a smile on her face,

When she thought up that I should be with you.

But it's time to face the truth,

I will never be with you.

discovered tt this is a very nice song that i kept hearing it lyk a million times..but unfortunately i cant find my usb cable to transfer tis song to my mp3..darn it man..hafta go ransack the house and find the usb cable if not i go buy ..haha..

2006-03-22T21:05:00.000+08:00

I AM OFFICIALLY A MEMBER OF CALIFORNIA FITNESS@ORCHARD!!!!!!!

been goin to the gym on mon and 2day..2mr aso goin cause got personal training starter session..2day got onto the elliptical trainer for 50mins!!tts a HUGE achievement for me!!yay!!..den meet jay after gg gym and talk nonsense and gossip abt some pple!!..haha..

ytd din go sch!!well i actually went and went out of the sch after lyk stepping in the school for 5 mins??haha..useless ryt me..thot of gg for chem lect but i felt lazy since i got MC from my orthopaedict doctor..haha hafta take advtg of the MC mah..wah n i muz see some pple when i went for my physio la in the morning..why is the world so small now??..
after gg outta sch i went to eat at al-ameen alone..ate kuay teow seafood and 2 teh-o..haha..my favourite!!..den the server thr recognise me n ask me thr r my frens..haha..meet jabs after tt to go bartley..
trng sucks as usual..thot i will gv some respect to gary after seeing abit of improvement on how he treated the gals during the school hols trng BUT he proved me wrong n i took back my respect for him..i just dun understd why he is concentrating so much on the guys!!..i hate it!!..i wan the gals to progress and improve..argh..its just so irritatin..i totally lost my cool tt i shouted at pple who r innocent..tis is the bloody bad side of me..i cant control my bloody temper of mine when it has reached the peak!!..i tink if all tis continues, i will just break dwn during the adiv competition and lose it completely tt i will just leave the match halfway sia..hafta do something abt my temper..argh..something have to be done b4 its too late..
after trng i got 'molested' by RURY!!she hafta kissed my cheek 4rm behind....errrrrrrrrr....duno wat the hell she doin la..mad gal sia..tts twice tt happen..

tis is what a MJC gal floorballer sae abt me.....
"#10 from YJC was there! she transferred to MI already. i was soo embarrassed when Candice told her outrightly that i saw her as my idol from last year's A'divs. and so we took a picture together :). shall put up the pic once she sends it to me."

i shall just give up!! why?why?why?

2006-03-16T21:38:00.000+08:00

16 march

meet ahsiew in the morning 1st to get my salming stick den head off to bartley..haha was early for the 1st time..i changed my salming stick blade alrdy!!yay so nice to use esp the dragshot!!haha..keep tellin myself tt i wun play but in the end i end up training and playin the match..wahlau damn it la..i just cant resist the urge la..after trng is the guys match against rp which they lost drastically wif the sole goal scorer bao heng..haha..den mr amir was there!!!..he rmb me!!! damn..he asked me how come am in MI..haha and asked me abt my injuries..and advise me abt my knee cause he had 3 LIGAMENT INJURIES!!!!!..freaking disaster and scary sia..he evn ask me to feel the screw in the leg!!! yucks..so scary sia..ask me to strengthen my knee before playin competitively..haha..and because of him knowing me tt stupid SHORTIE hafta ask me if am 4rm yj..damn retard sia..argh..i dun lyk ple askin me tt mans..stupids.. the gals ordered mac and ate during the guys match..haha and rury ordered a happr meal and she got sm stupid hello kitty stuff wif comb and sm stupid clips..goodness so crazi man..here is a pic of her wif the hello kitty stuff haha.....

i hafta restrain myself 4rm playin 2mr's friendly against VS 2mr!!!pls sm1 jz tell me to stop playin!!argh....

had frenly wif MJC on tues!!its a fuckin disaster!!..MI LOST 7-1..the goal difference is damn shit la!!!!..my line is totally veri not communicable at all!! all i did is to clear the ball..din even took any shot on target at all..my worst game ever played that i lost!!!goodness..made me so damn irritated and the best thg is tt the SHORTIE din evn motivate us..keep sayin good job and well done when its not even well-played game!..wth..keep askin to send the ball..and when i send the ball to the attacking side there is bloodyly no1 there at all..my fucking effort is so damn wasted man..was just SO NO MOOD TO PLAY AT ALL!!!!..

tt match was the 1st time i ever lost my temper on court..i actualli said fuck cause tis stupid no24 gal is lyk slashing my damn kronstrand stick so many times tt i got so damn irritated and frustrated i had to sae tt word..was just to piss wif the gameplay..all tt come out of my mouth tt day was sheer vulgarities!!..haha..tts wat happens when izzah is ANGRY..and i tink i had terrorized the gal..
cool myself dwn after the whole match and took photos wif the mj pple..wats on court is left on court and WILL BE CONTINUED ON COURT WHN WE MEET AGAIN..after taking the photos, there is this gal wif her grp of frens approachin me and the frens tol me tt 'u r her idol'..den i was lyk 'she is my idol'..omg so toots tt i misinterpreted them sia..den they repeated themselves and i was lyk tinkin so wat am i to do now..i am just a normal player la..the most i reached is club level..am not a nat player or wat..den i was so stunned tt i din noe wat to sae n just shaked hands wif the gal..but her retarded frens were lyk askin me to sign her jersey..wah for wat sia..aiyo..i just tried to be polite and ask to take photos wif me den ask her no to send the photos to her..damn stupid la..goodness..duno whether to laugh or cry tt i actualli have fan? when i myself have alots of idols..haha..

after photo taking the gals team had a serious talk abt the way they had played n whether they r satisfied wif the gameplay..and how we keep emphasize them to go for every trng if they wana play for adiv..haha..

2006-03-13T20:27:00.000+08:00

was late for trng 2day.i think i stretched my hamstring muscle and its damn painful during the drills.gosh.n now i am lyk findin out thru internet abt what to do when my muscle is painful.haha.trng was short.only 8 pple turn up.so damn dissappointing.hmmmmm.we din even play match.all we did is drills.argh so irritating la..wif tt stupid shortie thr..argh....
after trng,went to adam rd wif rury,vitz and our keeper(i think her name is diyana).haha.me n rury ate kuay teow goreng wif vitz eating nasi goreng and the keeper eating mee hongkong.rury and the keeper is fo fruity tt they drink fruit juice.so healthy la.i drank 3 teo-0 less hot and more sweet.haha.so addictive la.aftr tt went home den ice my knee.
hope am ok to play for mjc friendly 2mr!!!

ohhh you're so cute.....

2006-03-13T03:21:00.000+08:00

i cant sleep!!!!this is just so irritating!!..i think cause i woke up at 12+pm in the aftrnoon ytd..ytd's religious class was a disaster..din study for test and just did it anyhow..such a gone case..and i dun understand a single shit abt arabic!!the teacher keep going on and on and on till i got lost and din even bother to listen at all..haha..religious class is quite fun tho wif my fren n her sis cause we will be gossiping abt the gals in the class and stuff..tsk tsk..
am so happy got MI trng 2mr at 2-4pm..b4 tt meeting vitz at 115pm at the adam rd bustop..i hope the blardy shortie will not come at all!!..
and on tues will be MJC friendly..still deciding if i wana play anots..hmmmmm
tues also got maths test!!must study!!i am feeling so lazy recently..my maths homewk n gp homework shows it all..better buck up man..

lemme list dwn my schedule of the whole week so i can see when i can go out..
mon-MI trng at 2-4pm at bartley
tues-go sch for maths test at 9am, den MJC friendly at 3pm at bartley
wed-chemistry enrichment thgy at SP at 9am if am not wrong, den have physio at alexandra at 230pm
thurs-PASIRIAN trng(duno wat time cause hvnt receive sms 4rm mr shahizan)
fri-not so sure if got MI trng..if dun have trng den can go out wif some hockey star player..haha..
sat-stupid jay drag me go 4 ramezza's wedding..b4 tt will be at tampines sports hall to watch floorball matches!!..
hafta find a day to go soaking wif ah siew..mayb b4 pasirian trng on thurs??

hais..hais hais..am feeling so confused now..

2006-03-11T22:12:00.000+08:00

ytd pre-u2 fun day was NOT FUN AT ALL!!!!its fucking torturing and tiring running and walking all arnd sentosa for sm amazing race shit tt isnt amazing at all!!!..i asked my HT to get me 2 serving of lunch n he did get it for me!!haha interesting man tt he actuali get it for me and still can ask me if its enuf..damn retard sia..din go for the nite house campfire thgy..damn boring la go for wat..den meet jay..slack at esplanade for a while den went to the coffeeshop and i drank 3 teh-O less hot,more sweet..haha very nice..teh-O is very addictive to me..
went to watch the pasirian guys match against nus nemesis 2day..very interesting and intense match..the guys won 4-3..its a nice victory..made fren wif tis mjc floorball gal..i thot she was a chinese sia n she turned out to be a malay..stayed on to watch the ntu tempest match against moosettesz..and of course ntu lost..i wana play in the league!!!i miss playin in the league!!!..must go and do strengthening for my knee till the transfer window so i can play for at least 2 matches..haha
aftr tt went to meet jay at the coffeeshop..drank 2 glasses of tea-O..tok crap and shit..den off we went home..now at home rotting.................................

2006-03-08T19:00:00.000+08:00

TUESDAY

went for fball trng all the way to bartley wif jabs cause vitz din come sch n went to bartley str8away.surprisingly tt SHORTIE came faster den me.haha.basically the gals did nthg for trng cause the SHORTIE is concentratin on the guys.irritating sia.wanted to just shoot at his butt sia.agrh.i wan the gals to improve 4 every trng!!..but tt fuckin SHORTIE is not makin it possible at all!!..was too tired tt i played lyk shit..haha..din bother at all..
i only wan trng wif the gals during march hols!!i dun wan the SHORTIE to be thr!!..
aftr trng went to eat wif vitz at adam rd.haha.initially i ordered mee goreng xtra spicy and vitz ordered nasi goreng.den we got tempted by the look of the BBQ stingray tt we decide to buy it.haha.den at tis 1 pt i choke on my mee goreng n it went up to my nose tt i cough n sneeze at the same time and teared cz the spicyness is gg up to my throat, windpipe and nose..its damn painful tt i hafta drink lotsa water..haha..tts veri funi..

WEDNESDAY

damn bored in class 2day.laughed alot aso cause discussed abt the fun day and we come up wif stupid cheers den we laugh at the cheer..stupid la..got cca oepn hse 2day..yj aso hav but hafta go mi 1 la..haha.
play on the rough grnd wif kronstrand..scary sia..i dun dare drag my stick on the floor sia..so the way i play abit stupid la..haha..but veri fun..played wif some gals and steph-laugh everytm sia..n tt stupid 'superglue' make me fall..wahlau duno wat the hell she was doin la wif my leg..retard sia..when the stupid fren go n cover my face wif paper..damn crazy pple la..
went for physio but found out tt i was too late for the appt n must change the appt..haha stupid sia..retard la..den me went to eat kfc alne..haha yummy the bandito so nice..

2006-03-07T12:04:00.000+08:00

ytd went to meet sister aftr sch to eat at northpt..talk alot abt stuff..so long nv talk to her..nv go yj trng cause 2day got MI trng..scared i will injure myself den cant play adiv..went off arnd 640pm den at the bus interchnge saw hilman..yj trng end at 630pm--early sia..talk to him for a while till za came n ezi came..haha its lyk a unexpected gathering sia..ezi wif her minah hair..haha..
now waitin for lesson cause my class has a super long break god noes for wat la..waste our time oni..saw my cutey ******s..haha..so happy got MI trng 2day..fball is the oni thg tt makes me hapi la..n the MI fball team makes my stay in MI worthwhile..haha..

wat a depressing life..hais..so stupid..why?..just so irritating..argh!!!..hais hais hais

2006-03-03T06:27:00.000+08:00

4th feb

woke up abit late at 9am..went to shower faster cause the pasirian vs ite genesis match starts at 10am la...manage to see the 2nd n 3rd period..a very nice and exciting match..the shots on goals taken r damn nice.. after the guys match was the gals match against ntu tempest..match sect the game..damn blur during the game luckily the gal beside me help me..emily n rello becm the ref..quite messy match tho..alot of slashing..during the last peroid lily was hit on the head by a stick..she cried..so poor thg..final score 3-2..pasirian the gals r soft..haha must be more hard..haha..went to eat wif the gals at KFC..gotta noe raf's fren..kecoh giler seh..esp tis gal called fizah n we call her acid..haha cause her mulut is super laser..haha..went bck to TSH to watch nhac tre vs pirahna..the ang mohs r damn gd la..my god their slapshot is power!!!!!..went to meet jay aftr tt..jz slack..den went home b4 my mum yell at me over the fone haha..

3rd Feb

2day's sch is a short day..haha..after sch went MI trng wif vitz n jabs..talk crap wif vitz n complain to her our the shorty starfish!!he's freakg lousy n SEXIST la..wahlau alwaz trainin the guys n leave the gals out..wat kinda hell of a coack is he..i wana a NEW BETTER COACH hu can make a difference and motivate the team!!..SACK the SHORTIE!!!!..trng was havoc..haha..so much fun!!..played 3-3 against rury vitz and hidayah(i tink)..my team got ME jabs n amalina..damn funny..keep ole-ing rury n we all laughed..basically both teams laughed almost over everythg..when we charged in we shouted but cant find teh ball den we laughed..damn stupid la..den come the real match quite nice playup..got the communication and passing..my slapshotlyk so weird..i c my ball travel so slow..lyk veri irritatin..oni manage to score 1 goal..ran all the way 4rm the defendin side to the attackin side n at last the finishin was damn stupid-the ball went out of my cntrl n i nearly said 'fuck'..haha..aftr trng ngot meeting abt the march hols trng and the sacking of the shorty..haha..den took pics of the team..fun pple..nice to know them..i thought when i enter the team pple will ostrocize me or wat cause i was previously their opponent..so surprised tt they r damn nice and transparent pple..have very high hopes wif the team....

this pics is so buruk...

2nd Feb

my class is a disaster..some of the guys r so bad(mean)..they drew on 1 of our classmates pics which he put up to campaign himself..tho its funny but hafta think of the guy's feelings la..haha..once again i repeat tt my day is quite boring in sch..for MT break i went al-ameen to eat wif jabs andmyriam clone..ate sambal kangkong and tkuay teow beef..the beef not so nice and tender..shld have bought the seafood 1..i dumped all my cabbages to myriam clone since she loves veggies so much!!..den jabs n her dumped their prawns to me!!haha..went bck sch for boring GP!!..watch harold and kumar went to white castle..boring show..seen it b4 tho..the humour is ok la but the story line is not so nice..haha
den meet jay outsd the sch..was late la..n his wife went out of the sch alrdy..

1st Feb

went to watch final destination 3 wif deepa..den hafta c the crazy baoling n joycelyn..wahlau they r lyk stalking me wherever i go..this is so scary..final D3 is a freaking sadistic movie..most of the pple die cause they kena squashed by weights,signboards or wateva..aftr tt go eat at delifrance..ate the seafood sandwich
..while walkin to PS we saw lee hsien loong in the car!!haha..initially we thought we will see the president..haha..damn funny..b4 gg home went to take pics of the 'LOVE' in frnt of fish n co near the parkmall..got nthg to do ah..
argh nv c 'its'..duno whr 'its' dissappear to ah..
wah most of my frens hu did A levels last yr got good results man..i reali ean good results..sufyan at least got A for history..most surprisingly clone got A for maths..haha..the subj which i have difficulty evn to pass..haha..valtoe's GP is damn good she got A2!!..haha..and 'paintbrush' and 'normah' got A2 for malay AO and got pass for oral..good sia..i got oni B4 and pass for oral la last time..thks to my stupid fucking malay teacher in yj who made me not lyk malay AT ALL the moment she taught me malay..yucks..but hu cares i din even study much for my malay AO paper cause i dun care at all..haha..

2006-02-28T21:30:00.000+08:00

2day is basically a bored day..din see 'its' in school 2day..but saw 'its' in my fren's yrbk..haha 'its' ******s still and will always be cute..'its' got short hair last time..haha..
suppose to pass up a GP hmwk which is lyk due last 2-3wks..haha..i'm so blardy useless sia..haha..n i still hvnt fnsh yet..have oni done 3-4 ques cause initially wanted to do it on mon during my MT break but the presence of 'its' distracted me..haha..
dhivyah raveen kumar!!!!still hvnt send me or forward me the frenster msg yet..tts anthr useless idiot..hafta get the msg printed out by thurs cause some bitch wanted to look at it and even after looking at it she will sureli deny everythg..dun mk other's life miserable can..
went to MI trng..surprisingly its not so torturous..din have physical..haha..the drills done is so confusing..duno wat la must be 'act as the forward'..duno 4 wat aso..dont reali undrstd gary's drills..haha..matches played quite okok..got the communication..but sureli there's still lotsa room for improvement..ran lyk a freakin mad dog arnd the court..i tink i pass to the forward 2 fast tt she cldnt reach out for the ball..shld at least slow dwn abit..haha just for the time being..well scored a blindspot goal assisted by one of the forward..haha..kronstrand stick cant do DRAGSHOT!!so irritatin..
i wan my salming alrdy for dragshot..haha..but wif kronstrand slapshot is damn nice haha..nvm nvm can practise wif kronstrand..practice makes perfect!!haha..
now hafta go n saty up n do my maths and GP hmwk and my phy hmwk too..disastrous!!! tis is what happens when i pile up my blardy hmwk n kp slpin..tink of my top12 and the inspiration and motivation will come..haha

the past...

2006-02-28T21:09:00.000+08:00

2006-02-22, 8:19 p.m

keep slpin for the past 2days when reach home..i basically did ntg n am tired.haha total useless.now my thigh muscles n knee is aching!mayb cause wenta play floorball wif the yj pple on mon..quite fun tho but din score any goals cause was mostly playing as last man..too lazy and tired to run around..i thhink its cause of me huffing and puffing on nicotine sticks!haha..but den manage to OLE and pass opponents..not bad wif an injured bad knee..faster faster recover!!!..
for the past 2 days and 2day i got see my ULGSS!!haha..man 'its' smile is so cute wif 'its' cutey dimples!!i called my ULGSS cutey dimples!!haha..i wan my cutey dimples!!jabs help me get my cutey dimples!!
2day was a boring day..4 pe i basically sat dwn n look at pple run wif their healthy legs!!dumb man tt i cant run normally!!..and dhivyah is suppose to gv her fake econs notes to me but NO she n her useless blurness can go n die!!sori navesh..after school go physio..and my physiotherapist is leaving for aust tis wk to further his studies..he's sucha nice n fun guy calvin!haha..will miss him lots..he has helped me to regain my walkin state n my running state 4rm me being glued on the chair wif the help of my crutches to go arnd wif..now my new therapist is adele..haha she seem nice..me cannot pon physio alrdy..

some pple attitude is just quite irritating and clueless..not happy just say la..dun keep gvin me the 'LOOK'..wateva la..

2006-02-23, 10:22 p.m

did smthg tt i shld have done long time ago.thks to a good fren tt i did tis.haha.glad tt am in talkin term again tho....

2006-02-26, 3:30 a.m

24 Feb
sch sucks 2day.din c ULGSS-my eye candy in MI.haha.so suay nv c ULGSS.cant c 'its' cute dimples.i call 'its' my cutey dimples!!she sharifah taibah lookalike la.but wif cute dimples.haha
2nd tm went trng at MI bartley.wah their warm up is lyk 2 rounds arnd the school including gg up n dwn the stairs.my knees will jz collapse n die.i skip the stairs part n still was tired n suffered shin splints!i hate it.errrr.drills was okok.pacing n momentum was fast.haha.den come to the mini game tt i din bother to run n everytm i did a slapshot it hits a gals' head,legs,hand or body..haha i seriouly din mean it at all la.haha.and of course i apologised to them.den come the real match.ran alot n past thru alot of defenders.haha nice feelin again to pass thru them.but finishin sucks cause cant do dragshot wif kronstrand!irritatin.haha.hafta go n practise n learn sia.reach hm arnd 7 den got sm reading class which i din go cause i fall aslp.haha.
den i 4get to call jay to discuss with him abt smthg.haha.

25Feb
meet yan at cityhall b4 makin my way to tsh to watch osb vs pasirian.pasirian lost 10-1.its expected.haha.so poor thg tt redbag kena bruised at the eye.so scary sia her eyes swollen n wet.haha.den watch the pasirian guys vs moosemen.they lost 10-10aso.but yan scored the sole goal 4 pasirian.haha.jerk dun wana treat me aftr scoring.haha.idiot.den went to eat wif them at kfc.wantd to meet navesh den was lazy to bring my ass to his hse.haha den i jz call him at nite n gossip n tok cocksters on the fone.haha.den i saw my top12 NO.1 she brought her school kids to come n watch tthe morning fball match.den at 1 point i got jealous cause 1 of her students got hit on the head by the ball n she was lyk so close to the gal n was conforting the gal.argh.i kill the gal sia.haha.i wana be a primry school kid!!!!
wat is wrong wif certain ple tt they hafta say bad thgs abt their own frens and some even treat it as a joke?but the most frustratin part is tt e reason behind it is not specifically told.its too vague.am not angry am jz curious wat pple r tinkin?y do they listen 2 wat oher pple sae n mk their own fren the victim.wateva la.if u wan cm n tok if not................

2006-02-26, 9.14am

omg am so damn tired and i hafta read the arabic in the morning which is lyk commencing now wif the teacher..and am lyk saying all the wrong pronounciation..haha..

2006-02-27, 8:51 p.m

went to navesh's hse after sch..his mum cook mutton n sambal kangkong for me!!yumyum..delicious..veri nice eat alot..he abandon me and i eat alone there and he is lyk staring at me while am eating and bitching abt the LINE..haha..
gotta see the 2 of the 5 kitties mentioned by navesh..cute!..1 wif bruised nose and the other wif some eye problem..so poor thg..navesh brought friskies and whiskies 4 them..haha..
din do yj trng tho..hafta recuperate 4rm the disastrous torturous MI trng..which made my leg muscles damn sore esp my calves muscles..now its abit better..hope 2mr me n jabs cheat n we dun do the physical..haha..
dumb dhiv(DD)knows who is my eye candy now..duno how she become so clever and know..and now cant bully or steal her chips cause if not she will threaten me wif my eye candy..haha..my eye candy is cute and 'its' got ******s..damn cute when 'its' smiles..navesh says 'its' looks nice and got cute ******s..hahaand i took pics of DD jumping her broad jump..damn funny..its not her way of jumping tts funny..its the expression after that which is funny n made me n jabs broke into hilarious laughters!!haha..she still can smile when her pics r taken..haha..
me n jabs wanted to pick a fight wif tis grp of indians who think they r so cool..one which looks lyk a super gayster!!gosh errr..the blardy guy dun even dare talk back to us or look at us when he said smthg..wat a fucking coward cause he was alne wo his grp of mini little india!!!haha..if the guys ever look at us again,smthg bad will just befall on them!!watch it man..

so long i have not touched my beloved xbox..tho i have finished the fifa street..hafta get more nice games man..tts the lazi part haha..